My Own Death Date
If I could write my own death date
For some reason I wish I could write this day
Depression strikes me once again
And my feeling is like a hurricane
My heart explode like dynamite
I sat alone and cried
I felt so tangled up
Struggling for breath and all I'm wishing was for death
It’s cold; yes chilly
But I feel colder than the weather
Loneliness strikes
And I wished for someone to hold me for a while
Here I am sitting behind the computer
Expressing my feeling as the wind gently hitting my window
And the sun kiss my eyes
But too soon the sun disappeared
I close my eyes and took a deep breath
Consuming enough hopes and dream
I wish that someday I can be like an eagle
Free from all pain and agony
I awoke from a gentle kiss upon my lip that my fiance steel from me
I never knew that this one kiss last longer
Than the others and never knew this kiss was so gentle
That it change my mood to pure romance.
My pain has vanished from a gentle kiss
And this kiss became so sensual
I rest my head against the our soft white rug
As my body sheltered upon his
He look into my eyes and tell me
"Honey, I love you!"
I laugh within shyness and kissed his lip
Our tongue dance freely and I can see the sun shine once again