My final thought

I really wish I would have dated my poems ....... Just a note to self going forward enjoy

I have so many poems to share that cover so many different emotions.This one is really sad but I can't even remember who triggered those emotions ~ I'm glad they did.





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As the pain takes over my body I feel a since of relief because the love that once

suffocated me is now gone

I no longer have to smile in order to hide my unhappiness

Happiness hides in me

It's rather cold in this lonely world. I wonder if you would come join me.

Come keep me warm

Too much to ask, that figures

When it involves effort, I know you brain is not coherent.

Not functional, that is, on the same level as my heart.

It hurts but I still want you around.

To confuse me, then break down my self-esteem

As the pain takes over my body I open my eyes to look at you one last time.

Before you take that last squeeze....

© Alice F Spencer


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sofs 4 years ago

Alice this is such a sad poem...the pain seems too palpable even to me, a casual reader...I don't know what to say...but no one is alone...All are loved and precious to Him ..and you are the apple of His eye ..God Bless!


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AliceFSpencer 4 years ago from Texas Author

Thank you sofs I am truly blessed some time people come in your life and mean you harm. Im glad I know what true love feels like just had to fight through the bad ones :)

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