My final thought
I really wish I would have dated my poems ....... Just a note to self going forward enjoy
I have so many poems to share that cover so many different emotions.This one is really sad but I can't even remember who triggered those emotions ~ I'm glad they did.
As the pain takes over my body I feel a since of relief because the love that once
suffocated me is now gone
I no longer have to smile in order to hide my unhappiness
Happiness hides in me
It's rather cold in this lonely world. I wonder if you would come join me.
Come keep me warm
Too much to ask, that figures
When it involves effort, I know you brain is not coherent.
Not functional, that is, on the same level as my heart.
It hurts but I still want you around.
To confuse me, then break down my self-esteem
As the pain takes over my body I open my eyes to look at you one last time.
Before you take that last squeeze....
© Alice F Spencer