No Excuse- A Poem

No Excuse

I have no excuse, no reason to be sad

But tonight I want to cry, I want to be mad.

I want to throw a fit, I want to scream,

I want to swear, I want to be mean.

Today's not my day, I woke up depressed

Maybe it's my bipolar, maybe it's stress.

I want to cut, I want to cry,

I want to throw things, I want to lie.

They say I must have a reason to feel this way

But I don't and I want them to leave, go away.

I want to feel loved, I want support,

I want to be happy, I want all that I'm worth.

But sorrow haunts me today

I have no excuse, nothing to say.

But tonight I want to cry, I want to cut

I want to scream, I want to release my guts.

I want it to end, I want to sleep

Take a nap tonight, dream deep.

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thelyricwriter 5 years ago from West Virginia

You painted a clear image of this poem with your words that are structured perfectly. You did a great job. You captured many aspects of this disease and you placed us inside. Voted up.


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Cresentmoon2007 5 years ago from Caledonia, MI Author

Thank you. I tried my best for those who do not know how it is like to at least get a picture.


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neysawatkins 5 years ago from Arkadelphia, Arkansas

I am a twenty-one year old college student who has well-managed bi polar, but it does not change the fact that it is still a part of me.... you did very well with expressing the turmoil caused by what is termed "rapid cycling", and i really appreciate your honesty in bringing to the public eye and mind what it feels like to have (or be told you have) bi polar disorder. we aren't crazy, we're just a little unwell, and we deserve respect and not criticism. it takes a lot of willpower and determination to deal with bi polar. thanks so much for making this hub....


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tendup24 5 years ago

Oh, my God, situation is very worst, don't do such things in real life.


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Cresentmoon2007 5 years ago from Caledonia, MI Author

You're very welcome. It does take a lot of strength and will power to deal with bi polar and any kind of mood disorder. I am glad that your case is managed, but sad that it is a part of your life.


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jfay2011 5 years ago

very good hub, it is a very emotional poem.


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Cresentmoon2007 5 years ago from Caledonia, MI Author

Thank you! :)


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buddhkist 5 years ago from State of Somewhere

Very concise. Sometimes I find myself lashing out at the world (usually late at night). When I was in high school I was classified as "emotionally disturbed." But it wasn't myself that disturbed me it was everyone else. Hah. :-)


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Cresentmoon2007 5 years ago from Caledonia, MI Author

lol nice mmm I find that there are some people around me that I find to be very disturbing and those people think I have anger problems

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