No cure- Poem
No cure
With all these thoughts inside my head
All I can feel is guilt
I shouldn’t put you through this
I shouldn’t be here
I shouldn’t be anywhere
After all
I am little more than a monster
A beast in the form of man
A terrible being you cant imagine
But what’s done in the dark you will never know
So what’s the harm in just waiting
Maybe I can get away with it a little longer
Maybe I can be your friend
While still being this monster
Because I cant seem to change
All these thoughts sadness, loneliness and sorrow
Things I wish I didn’t have
I thought with you it would be gone
And maybe it is
But when we are apart it all comes flooding back
But see its all the worse because I know
If you knew you would feel the same
Guilt and sadness
Fearing it is you that causes these terrible things
But no
I cannot help what I am
And at best you are a treatment
But there is no cure