Oh My God I Wanna Cry

with tears wanting to flow down my face

this pain I'm trying to erase

I'm actually okay

stronger than yesterday so they say

At first my mind wants to explode

when I calm down I feel better after talking

I am tired now

I'll be okay



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jpcmc 4 years ago from Quezon CIty, Phlippines

The initial shock is always overwhelming. But when people calm down, it provides a better perspective.


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LailaK 4 years ago from Atlanta, Georgia

Life is filled with a variety of obstacles, and truely in the end, you will be okay. Thanks for sharing!


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myownlife 4 years ago from london

Though several ups and downs you are ok, good to hear you.

God bless you.


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billybuc 4 years ago from Olympia, WA

Yes, you will be okay; we are each much stronger than we imagine we can be. Well done.


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Dave Mathews 4 years ago from NORTH YORK,ONTARIO,CANADA

Schoolgirl: Give Holy Spirit a big Hug and everything will fall into place.


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kashmir56 4 years ago from Massachusetts

Hi Rose, sometime when you get so overwhelmed crying may be the best thing to do for the moment. Than you will feel much better . Hope you have been well my friend, miss you stopping by my hubs .

Vote up and more !!!


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schoolgirlforreal 4 years ago from USA Author

Hi kashmir,

I told my mother when my mental health got better, I'd have a different challenge to face and I do. God seems happy to place heavy burdens on my shoulders though when I think of it in a spiritual way, I want to serve.

It's a strange love to have with God. Many people reading this have no faith and that's ok, I mean it's not really okay, but we don't have to agree. I mean, what I'm trying to say,

Is that this is what's going on.

Yes, a strange love with God. I acutally listened to my mom for the first time in my life for like an hour carefully hearing all she had to say about her past, and things she never told me and things I never asked.

She learned to pray at age 3.

God surely picks people to suffer. But then, what about those who feel they don't need God and don't believe in him who suffer greatly?

My suffering is so great, I'd not be here without my comfort/faith. That's all I can say and it's been that way through out history. I really believe God is allowing people who don't believe to suffer so they WILL pray and ask for help.

anyways. Thanks! Thank you :)

--I've been doing very well, thank you. These tough moments seem like deep valleys but don't last too long;

yes, I miss your hubs too.

:( LOL


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schoolgirlforreal 4 years ago from USA Author

Dave,

I miss your hubs too. So tired I've been and not getting on much- but on the flip side, to tell you the truth, my social life is BOOMING!

YES, I WILL give the Holy Spirit a big hug. x


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schoolgirlforreal 4 years ago from USA Author

jpcmc,

you are so right, thanks for sharing your wisdom.x

LailaK,

Yes, I'm trying to learn this. x

myownlife,

Thank you, glad to be heard!

xo

billybuc,

Yes we are.

I pray you are well, I mean I know so many people suffer but for me I have no option but to cry out because if I let it fester, it gets worse, so thanks everyone so much for being my Friends!

Friends till the end, my fellow hubbers

God bless you!

I even pray for you from time to time!!!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo


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Charu Bhatnagar 4 years ago from India

Its so beautiful, short but very realistic expression of pain in certain situations. love it. thanks for sharing.


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schoolgirlforreal 4 years ago from USA Author

Hi Charu,

At the time it felt like the right words to say, thank you, I'm glad you liked it and appreciate the comment!

:-)


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raciniwa 4 years ago from Naga City, Cebu

glad to hear that you're okay...tears cleanse our soul...

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