One Wife's Laments.
All that is awarded to widows of war are painful personal effects, useless medals and a folded flag.
Freedom has a price that is paid in the most painful of ways by a soldiers, widowed wife
One Wife's Lament.
Empty, crushed, alone
this dirge I wail
of wedded vows rent
asunder by a hammer's fall. What was lead-ached in his chest,
now brings lead-aches to my penciled woes,
of my own severing I can attest,
from the sweet dreams pursed in my soul,
of a true love I would cherish
since I was just a wee lass.
now gone forevermore
My hope chest beaten with bare fists
my breasts plated in bitter herbs,
exiled to the isle of widowhood,
from when last my love
left his most cherished
embarking over desert sands. Bound to the king's guard
in pursuit of the oiled palms
of wealthy lords blood-lust,
killing barbarians for black gold,
under pretenses
of massive catapults. Wizards weaving
weapons of mayhem
that would set my
beloveds homeland at risk,
forked tongues in castle walls
instigating unnecessary battle. Secret schemes
becoming endless screams,
in the cradle of
Babylon.... rocked,
and so he bid me
wait as he set off
to slay the fictional
dragons others raised. Without any proper armor,
rushed to fight
in chariots rendered coffins
by strength's lack,
flag draped and wheel-less,
ruined he returned
in the belly of a
winged sarcophagus
his dissembled heart
penned deeply in a plot,
that wrote not of
our once forever love. The stench of death dissolved
the bonds we pledged,
I'm wed to a stone cross,
and flower beds,
Golgotha times ten
thousand crosses raised,
near one that breaks
my heart at Arlington. They bade him dwell in
earth's cave where he'll sleep,
amidst hiber-nations
of young men entombed,
while I at daybreak
wander, bringing wreaths
of poppy's much like
he might have been known,
by our tiny sired flesh,
their poppy gone. Before the seed was sown,
now fallow fields,
embrace his flesh,
held tight by mother earth,
while far above his
one love weeps his loss,
while other sobs are heard
on distant slopes. One wonders that
the tears in gallons shed,
would not have bloomed
an endless daisy field,
of petals left un-plucked
by those who rot,
who whisper once I loved,
but love is naught,
it lies slain in the
last battle they fought.
During useless war
that callous leaders sought.
six feet above the
somber widows wring
their empty hands and
hearts then stagger home,
and leave behind their
dreams reduced to bone.
Awarded only
personal effects
with useless medals
and a folded flag
with all I wanted
in a body bag
as bagpipes fade across
the hills above
wailing thier
long sad notes
for my lost love
© 2009 Matthew Frederick Blowers III