Sadness Of The Soul
What Will Tomorrow Bring ?
Another uncertainty that we can not trust
Filled by so many emotions that make my stomach curl
Like a pool of spoiled milk foul and nasty
A dreary day all wet and uncomfortable
So chilling even the slightest sign of weakness my body shows in every muscle as they begin to ache
My heart wrenching with my pulse in deep dispair
I can feel my neck muscles tighten as if an a noose had been pulled tight
To only sink deep in my sorrows from past failures and wrong doings
A shadow cast over my the corner of the room
To remind me of the overbearing hardship and loss of the past that has creeped into my unconscious
As my mind is muddled with scattered thoughts and repressed memories
My teeth clenched tight holding back the pain from a broken tooth exposed to the harshness of the world
I can not pull myself for the depths of my fears that overwhelm my body into it's current feeble condition
The pearcing of my eyes as they squint into the light that is to bright
A two day stubble swollows up my face only to reveal my dark sinister eyes
Intently fixed on the blurred vision of the pain that can not be heard
Even a moment of silence is filled with never ending screams of madness from another place and time
Where is the reason ?
Why do we ponder the the doomed presence of a forgotten tomorrow
These trival times are graced by my bitten lip only seconds ago where the blood still flows
Lifes annnoying sounds just drown out the horrors I speak
ill fated and life jaded by enemies I could not know
There lies no friends only foes