Shimmer
you wanted me
everything about me
made you feel alive.
you reasons for loving me
were hand picked
and spoon fed
right to you
i knew you
what to say
what to wear
how to smell.
I knew the facial expressions
that would make you trust me
i pulled you in
you told me i was home to you
and then
just when you KNEW
the meaning of life
i ripped out your heart
and shoved it into your mouth
i made you feel naked, cold, and alone
embarassed, afraid, and used
you said you were saving yourself for the one
and i delighted in your tears.
i watched you cry
i smiled
you asked why
and i walked away
you thought you found your soulmate
and all the time
you were my tool
my pawn
30 dollars on the floor
i didnt even keep it
just a game
just a toy
just to watch the human condition
to see what happens when your the one
causing the pain
i did it for a reason
no benefit to you
it felt good
i wont lie
i look back
and hate that part of me