Shouldn't have EVER

Before it is TOO LATE

It all started about 4 years ago...

I was just another lonely confused person walking around the face of this earth. It was no different than it is now. Till you meet that ONE person that completes your world and sets it all straight. The person you know you can do ANYTHING with........ She was fun....She was silly....she was always colorful and creative....she was innocent.......she was sweet....she was nerdy....she was thoughtful....she was strong for our relationship....she was beautiful.....she was my motivation for everything......SHE truly was perfectly imperfect

And now.....I sit here writing this while I watch her live her life with someone else.....she is fun....she is silly......she is always colorful and creative.....she is innocent.....she is sweet.....she is nerdy....she is thoughtful.....she is beautiful..........she is strong for her relationship....and she is perfectly imperfect......with someone else......

I shouldn't have ever lost her......I shouldn't have done the things I did to make her want to leave.....Temptation got in front of me, and I didn't fight it....I was a fool.....I was ignorant.....I was blinded by a curse that didn't exist other than in my head......I lost my FOREVER.....

The worse part of this all....is that she is happy....without ME........and I........I'm not......

I would give ANYTHING to have her by my side again......to feel the love she knew how to give me......to kiss her passionately....to be silly n spin her around the tables.....to be fun and watch movies n eat snacks........to be colorful and creative and make wonderful things for each other.....to be motivated again to be who I used to be........

It's been 4 years.....and I still love her with all my heart.......I'm in love with someone whom I have FOREVER lost.......

When a girl like that rolls around, don't lose her.......because if you don't know how to be perfectly happy with her, someone else will.....

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