Story of her life

I will not stand for this.

The virus sinking in through the skin.

I am a lost cause

Fighting just to give in

this has penetrated in

When all is gone

we all fade away

pushing aside the love we all saved

nothing to gain

it all falls down

ending in sorrow

killing whats left of me now

My heart you were suppose to protect

here it is bleeding in the palm of your hand

the virus attaches it

spreading the poison you left for me to breathe

I'm suffocating now

Left all alone in my own sorrow

dreaming of sleeping and never waking up

I fight just to give in

with nothing to gain

we all fall down

ending it all

this is the end never protecting

just letting me fall

I feel the sickness

i feel it eating within

I'll never breathe again

it will end with me protecting you all the way

then I will fade away.

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Cheeky Girl 5 years ago from UK and Nerujenia

Chrissie, this is dark and perturbing...

I worry when a wonderful woman thinks she is a lost cause. Why would you say that? Is it your fault? Stop blaming yourself. Don't let the glow of a beautiful soul fade away. The heart moves on and gets over it, no matter how hard it gets.

When people see the beauty inside you, they will know it and you will know it too. Love is worth fighting for. Love is worth believing in. I am sure that in this world, there is the Special One who is waiting to meet his Angel. The girl who will see him as he really is, and he will the girl as she truly is...

I hope you find that love. And thanks for sharing your poetry with me here. Best Wishes - Cassy.

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Astra Nomik 5 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

Inside your sorrow is the self, and in the self is knowledge, Chrissie. The sense of Hurt and pain in your poem is painful but it is also a teacher. I found by listening to my pain it taught me things, and it made me stronger, it made me not want to be ever like that again. And I made better choices. Remember to step back and take a breath...

Your poems always make me think. You are so honest...almost too honest. But you are a poet, and you call it what it is. I loved the video too. Take care, Chrissie. :)

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sweetie1 5 years ago from India

Hi chrissie123, very beautiful poem and thought provoking. Definitely you got a talent for poetry writing. Though i dont know if i understood it correctly, the end lines you probably are talking about death, i am not big fan of death though but nice and honest poem.

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