Troubled Thoughts

MANUSCRIPT "Troubled Thoughts"

AUTHOR: AGUSTINA GARZA ARELLANO

 

INTRODUCTION OF "Troubled Thoughts"

What ever the need of the moment, real people in the world are sharing each others troubled thoughts. Many of us keep our feelings bottled up and don't know how to gently pour it out. Most of us allow our bottle of mixed emotions to become violently shaken, whether by consent or not, only to find ourselves entangled, not only in our own troubled thoughts, but the troubled thoughts of others that are reflected on to us. We as humans living amongst each other must learn to be in total control, whether consciously or sub-conciuosly, of this bottle of mixed emotions we carry around with us during our life here on earth,that contain real human emotions such as love, anger, sadness, excitement, suffering, joy, hope etc...just to name a few. Only because these emotions are not just common things of life, but realistic and powerful powers that we possess and if we don't learn how to control these great powers, we will let them out some day when we least expect it and express our mighty powers of emotions incorrectly and with a force so intense that we could harm, or even worse, destroy someone so close to us that we would even destroy ourselves without even realizing what we have done until it's to late. During my life here amongst you I have learned the best way to become familiar and aware of these great powers we possess and to start to control them is to relinquish whatever emotions we detected within ourselves, out onto paper. And that is just what I have done here within my book for all to see and in hopes that you will also be willing to express your great powers on paper and show your accomplishment by requesting your writings to be published in my book just like the few that already have been included in, not my book, but our book. This is my most important reason of creating this book. This is a good way for everyone to start their writing career. I plan to donate some of the earnings to Valley Children's Hospital of The Central Valley Of California In Loving Memory Of Our Beloved Son Ryan Izaic Arellano whom spent his last days of his beautiful life there. We also donated is organs so he can live on through giving life to someone else in need. The rest is to create more books like this one. Thanks to everyone who donated there troubled thoughts to make this book come to life.

All poems were donated from real people like me and you. I'm searching the internet for great artistic poets who write with truth of everyday reality from experience of this troubled world. If there is anybody interested send me your troubled thoughts to ryanmyangel@gmail.com Please include your permission that you are donating it to the book "Troubled Thoughts". I will try to personally read all the emails I receive. Also please include a brief reason why you were inspired to write this thought. If you'd like It can be dedicated to someone special. Those who will be added to future "Troubled Thoughts" vol.2 will be notified so please include address where I can reach you or email address will be fine also. Thanks again "GOD BLESS US ALL!" YOU MAY ALSO INCLUDE PHOTOS !

Writings donated from:
Ramiro Arellano (my husband)
Ramiro Arellano Jr.(my son)
Ofelia Pena Rogel & Julia Pena
Jamie Pool

Elizabeth Ann Stuart (sissy)

Tamara Waldron (sissy's niece)

Ahorseback ( a poet from Hubpages)

YOUR NAME HERE

ALWAYS AND FOREVER 4 BROTHERS 4 EVER

4 BROTHERS 4 EVER    YOUNGEST ANDY ANGEL,OUR BELOVED RYAN IZAIC, FABIAN ALEXANDER, AND OUR OLDEST RAMIRO JR. THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN 2 WEEKS BEFORE RYAN PASSED AWAY HE WILL ALWAYS LIVES ON THROUGH HIS SURVIVED FAMILY AND  HIS ORGAN RECIPIANTS.
4 BROTHERS 4 EVER YOUNGEST ANDY ANGEL,OUR BELOVED RYAN IZAIC, FABIAN ALEXANDER, AND OUR OLDEST RAMIRO JR. THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN 2 WEEKS BEFORE RYAN PASSED AWAY HE WILL ALWAYS LIVES ON THROUGH HIS SURVIVED FAMILY AND HIS ORGAN RECIPIANTS.

FAMILY PIC WITHOUT RYAN

 MISS YOU ALWAYS RYAN THIS PICTURE WOULD HAVE BEEN PERFECT WITH YOU IN IT...HOW MUCH  I REGRET NOT GETTING US ALL TOGETHER FOR A FAMILY PIC,  BUT I THANK GOD FOR ALL THE SPECIAL MEMORY'S WE SHARED AND THE ONLY 2 PICTURES WITH ALL 4 OF MY SONS .
MISS YOU ALWAYS RYAN THIS PICTURE WOULD HAVE BEEN PERFECT WITH YOU IN IT...HOW MUCH I REGRET NOT GETTING US ALL TOGETHER FOR A FAMILY PIC, BUT I THANK GOD FOR ALL THE SPECIAL MEMORY'S WE SHARED AND THE ONLY 2 PICTURES WITH ALL 4 OF MY SONS .

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generalbrat 6 years ago from california,usa Author

PLEASE HELP ME IN CREATING THIS BOOK THAT WILL BE FULL OF THE WORLDS TROUBLED THOUGHTS ME AND THE WORLD MAKING THIS VERY SPECIAL EMOTIONAL BOOK.


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generalbrat 6 years ago from california,usa Author

I WILL KEEP ADDING TO THIS BOOK ANY THOUGHTS BE REAL. THANKS AGAIN FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND LOVE


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northweststarr 6 years ago from Washington State

I like your poetry! Keep on hubbing!


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generalbrat 6 years ago from california,usa Author

Thank you very much northweststarr for being the very first person to comment on our TROUBLED THOUGHTS I HOPE YOU WILL ALSO SOMEDAY CONTRIBUTE A POEM FROM YOUR HEART ON WHATEVER EMOTIONAL TROUBLED THOUGHT YOU MAY NEED TO EXPRESS TO THE WORLD. THANKS AGAIN KEEP IN TOUCH


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Mentalist acer 6 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

Effect equalling drift,

Creates give paralleling an other.

Effect equalling gravity,

Creates want paralleling myself...

Title:Give and Take


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generalbrat 6 years ago from california,usa Author

mentalist acer thanks i appriciate your thoughts it would be an honor to have something you have written for my book troubled thoughts your writing is good. your fan generalbrat


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ahorseback 6 years ago

I am so sorry for your loss , The words sound empty , I know , but the memories are forever!


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ahorseback 6 years ago

Angels of Youth

There is a haunting beauty to loss.....

yes..... of losing ...part of the truth.

Truth of living and the costs as well

to lose someone of youth.

The child lost .... just misconception

isn't loss when there is no more.

And death too ....we never lose

children wait on a glimmering shore.

For once ... they should not say lost

only ...we'll see you once again.

Time is the only friend of death

soo long before our end.

But I will see you again my brother...

and I wonder have you aged.

There in the gardens of heaven

there where the angels rage.

I remember a boy of beauty and the

gentle curve of sneaking smiles.

Such a long straight line now

waiting in these living miles.

I will run to you first my brother

child ......so wait there just for me.

In the tears of joy that follow

the waiting will set us free.

Yes there is a haunting joy

in these many lost years .

But too......there is a reflection of

heaven ......in pools of fallen tears.


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ahorseback 6 years ago

Troubled thoughts is such a powerful story , and in your loss you are doing a wonderful thing for humanity. Good luck to you and your beautiful family.


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generalbrat 5 years ago from california,usa Author

Just want to send out special thanks to my good friend whom wrote this beauty of a poem you are thy first hubpages poet that had donated a perfect written poem. This is the kind of poetry that I'm looking for. Special dedications are sent to those whom have been mentioned in this book. Your troubled thoughts can be expressed world wide to be read, generation after generation. What is important to you will never be forgotten !!!

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