Think of me
Think of me
It’s a burning
A tearing
From the inside
Whenever I think you don’t care for me
But what else could I think
When I know you lied
When you crushed me
And let someone else crush me
But just decided to wait it out
Its just like with anyone I care for
If for even a moment I feel that someone I love doesn’t care for me
I look at this blade and I imagine plunging it into my arm
And pulling it free
Tearing away the flesh
And the veins
And letting the tears flow
But I know I don’t have the courage
To End it all
I have spilt my blood a hundred times
And a hundred times again
But to end it all
I cant bring myself to do that
I picture you far to often
But it forms tears in my eyes
That spill forth unhindered by my shame
Its not as if im not in love with you
Heh… the hearts a fickle thing
But when it comes to me
I have loved more times than I care to count
And meant it every time
And yet somehow
You cant bring yourself to care for me
Or even think of me
At any moment of any day
Unless im sitting right in front of you
But it seems just like everyone else
Those I love like a brother
Those I love like a lover
And those I love just enough to call it love
You don’t care to think of me at all
And it crushes me all over again
Just to know
You don’t think of me
That no one thinks of me