This Child


Alone with shame, pain and fright

This child who cries mostly at night

And no one else knew what was behind her glory eye


Beaten by sticks, wires, and shoes

Hidden scars and bruise

Underneath her clothe


She fakes her smile

Her pretense so real

But behind her smile was a scar too deep to heal


For many years she yearn for love

She waits and waits

Yet she was not loved


Her broken heart like shattered glass

Buried deep inside alive

Her awful cries was unheard


Her tears like rain

Fall upon her precious cheek

And no one near to wipe her tears


Broken life was so much pain

She wished to end her life

Yet she was too afraid


In a dark room

She hums alone

Looking at stars through her window


Making many wishes and even prayer

Most of them are for her family

And less of them for her


Little by little like a story line

Memories creeps in

Before her eyes


She sees her mother dragging her and hit her with hand and fist

Her father whips her with telephone wires, pulling her hair and she beg him to stop

And all the blame she never done and all the cursed she wish to not heard


She could see her tears falling like rain

She could feel the pain

Over again


She can hear her own voice cry

Begging her parent to stop

Yet it didn’t stop, it made it worse


The echo of her cries

Has followed her

And all the pain she been through currently haunt her


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Missin Behavin 5 years ago from Canada

i liked this very much. 1 up.


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piptyltd 5 years ago from Australia

Very touching.


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lyns 5 years ago from USA

Wow, excellent and very touching. Thanks for sharing, I just wrote a hub today, similar to this one, it's a amazing the similarity, it will be posted tomorrow. called "Child inside me". I voted up, Awesome, Interesting, and Beautiful. lyns 11/3/11 11---pm


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Gypsy Rose Lee 5 years ago from Riga, Latvia

An abused child is the saddest child in this world.


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brandasaur 5 years ago from Planet X

I love this hub. It's very dramatic for me 'coz I can relate to it. Thanks for writing this hub! ;)


Derdriu 5 years ago

Chanroth: What an insistent, poignant revelation of the tragic pain of child abuse!

Thank you, etc.,

Derdriu


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gaiaVision 5 years ago from Big Island Hawaii

~ ommmmmm to transcend the violence, hate and fear... to the silent child, stuck in her tears.. .may love find you and give you wings... i too was there where you have been...


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anndavis25 5 years ago from Clearwater, Fl.

How would you know this chanroth? Child abuse is one cause nearest my heart. If I had a magie wand, I'd wave it over all the unfortunate children. They suffer.

Well written and sad


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chanroth 5 years ago from California, USA Author

Hello missin,pipty,lyns,gypsy, brand, derdriu,gaiaVision,and anndavis! Thank you all very much for reading and commenting.

@anndavis, I know this because I been there...my mother was an alcoholic, my dad was absent many part of my life. I have written stories about me self life too. If your interested, here is the site:

http://chanroth.hubpages.com/hub/She-Tell-Her-Stor...

http://hubpages.com/literature/She-Wakes-From-A-Co...

http://chanroth.hubpages.com/hub/Her-Aching-Heart

These stories was a little difficult for me to write...but I felt better afterward...

Chanroth


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Eiddwen 5 years ago from Wales

Hi what a powerful poem and I could almost feel her anguish and her pain.

I think so many of us can sadly relate.

You tell it so well and here's to many more to share.

Take care and have a great day.

Eiddwen.


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chanroth 5 years ago from California, USA Author

Hello Eiddwen, thank you! :)


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Minnetonka Twin 5 years ago from Minnesota

Chanroth-This poem was very painful and difficult to read but so important too. Child abuse is one of the saddest things to me. Hope you have found some healing from past pain. You have a lovely writing style in your poetry :-)


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chanroth 5 years ago from California, USA Author

Hi Minnetonka, thank you! :) I still have nightmare from it and it never goes away. I am happy in my current life but it follow me sometime.


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faith_love_hope32 4 years ago

I am so sorry you went through all of that pain chanroth. I can relate to the hurt that we bury from our pasts. It will always be with us but it is up to us how we live each day.

As children we had no control over these things that happened to us and we can't change our pasts but we can live in the present and smile towards our futures. The future is bright for you. :)

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