This Time I'm Really Leaving You!

 This time I'm really leaving you, I know, I've said it all before. You always managed to bring me back before I could walk out the door. But baby it won't work this time. I've had all I can take, my heart is full of anger, my mind is full of rage.

I knew that you were cheating, I could feel it from the start. But I was blind to love, I didn't listen to my heart. All the times she called you, all the times you stayed out late...now it's really over, what was love has turned to hate.

The nights you didn't come home, did you think I believed all your lies? I knew then that you were cheating so it comes as no surprise. It's funny that it doesn't hurt, I guess I thought it would. But you've put me through so much, I've hurt all that I could.

Now you drive up the house in her fancy shiny car. Did you think you would impress me , babe my love don't go that far. You say she's just a friend, that you're working late every night. baby I'm not stupid, I knew something wasn't right.

I'm really glad its over. I'm really leaving you this time. I can't cry because I lost you, because you were never really mine. She can have you with my best wishes, because soon she'll have her turn to see what you're really like, when the fire no longer burns.

Don't tell me that you love me. I doubt you ever did, what I know now is that you used me, nothing left to be said. This time I'm really leaving you, you don't even deserve a goodbye. For all the times you hurt me , all the times you made me cry.

Now I just look at you with pity, I watch as you grow old. But my heart it feels no compassion, and my blood inside runs cold. I don't want you to touch me please just stay away... theres no way in hell now, I would ever stay.

Good-bye you so called ladies man, you think you're all of that, but deep inside your nothing, just another washed up hood rat.

This time I'm really leaving you... don't bother to say good-bye. This time its really over, Theres no reason for me to cry. You threw away something precious for what you feel right now is gold... Wait till you find out, you've been bought and now your getting sold.

Good-bye Mr. whatever you are, or what you're trying to be. You lost the best thing you ever had ...today, when you lost me.

Good-bye.

 

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shanmarie 3 years ago from Texas

Wow. This is pretty powerful!


Mimi 5 years ago

WOW im that situation now todaly relating to it. Love the poem


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Tranita 6 years ago from Lakeland, Kissimmee, Tallahassee FL

OMG I love this


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donotfear 6 years ago from The Boondocks

I like the term you used "washed-up hood rat". Ha!! It certainly feels good to get it outta your system. In both the emotional & physical aspect. Good hub!


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christalluna1124 7 years ago from Dallas Texas Author

Thanks. The poem I read of yours was very touching also. This guy is nothing but bad news. I only wound up in this relationship because I did something stupid and hurt someone who stood by me for 25 years. Now I am paying the price for the pain I caused him and would give anything to have him back.

Warmest regards,

Chris


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advisor4qb 7 years ago from On New Footing

THIS IS AN AWESOME POEM! I TOTALLY FEEL YOUR PAIN! I could SOOOOOOOO identify with you!

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