How a child loves !
To the Shooter in plain language
Sighting down the barrel of your anger you exploded into all the other's lives . A fiery hot penetrating hatred of all things alive , of all things harmonious . Maybe you sat back near the playgrounds on warm summer days and listened to the purest pleasures of the din of happy children playing ,laughing , living . And then you decided in your misery that that just cannot be , that there should be no one laughing when you sit in your miserable stench of selfishness .
But then you couldn't have been happy to just put an end your own miserable existence , no you grinned in a sadists grins , your face contorted in ghastly indifference . But although you only felt your ending in the small numbers of death in this world , you still see yourself winning . And in a way you have ,because this is what you've done by just one small child's death .
One small child's life that was so much more than your own miserable existance . One small soul snatched from hundreds of those who loved him or her more than life itself ! Oh , You brought more than just one death , each and every life that touched this small child , each one will know the scent of the funeral parlor forever , they will forever see the round chubby cheeks of innocence lying there lifeless on this earth . They will never sit and listen to the playground noises again while they smile in heavenly pleasures . No , they will never understand the need for the minuscule size of a child's casket , of the soft velvety lining that will cradle them into the next world , the one that lies half opened with the teddy bears and the dolls tucked in beside them or the favorite "blanket " . Nor will they ever forget the smell of autumn perhaps and the scent of the cedar bushes that lined the road leading to the school .
And yet , there is that one thing you will never touch , that you can never take away from the rest of us . No matter how miserable you become nor how many you want to hurt. The heart and souls of those you have taken knew more love than you can even imagine ! More happiness than your fiery useless existence will ever have extinguished , They are the little heroes and the lights of love ,that you could only dream of being . You won absolutely nothing in the game that you played . While the child who loves , wins out forever . And they still know what you never will , each one of them knew pure and absolute love .