Through Black Eyes, and A Breath Of Despair

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This time around again

I have fallen deeper within

The crack between the floor

This spot I've known before

Its great to see my own self pity

Staring from black eyes, staring at me


Can't I get a chance to breath the fresh air

Instead of breathing in despair

I'm tired of searching for what I can't find

I want to start fresh, and leave this all behind

I want a chance at something new

Something that I can fill my way through


In my heart I seem alright

But deep down its an endless fight

Emotions start to crawl to the surface

Showing that I may have lost purpose

My grip soon starts to regress

I am simply hoping for the best


I expect the worse again

Same boat and same damn captain

In my mind I thought it was the way to travel

The path went from smooth to gravel

The stones become jagged and start to cut

Blood soaked feet a result of I don't know what


Black and blue and bruises deep within

I could use that positive hand again

Pushing down hard I start to suffocate

Just want that one reason to celebrate

To feel that I am truly worth the time I'm alive

Fold my hands to pray, and I know I will be alright


Dear Lord I ask to deliver my soul from evil

To hold and help to resist the torments from the devil

And to serve a purpose to this world you have created

A reason for my name to be celebrated

A chance to be happy for the time to come

Thank you again, thank you for all you have done

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