Up against the World

you fall on your knees you beg you plead can i be someone else for the times i hate myself
you fall on your knees you beg you plead can i be someone else for the times i hate myself
all life must fade out at some point
all life must fade out at some point
claimed by shadows touched by darkness
claimed by shadows touched by darkness
and there is a little dark one inside all of us
and there is a little dark one inside all of us
we all try to find someone to understand us, yet sometimes we hope to find someone will just listen
we all try to find someone to understand us, yet sometimes we hope to find someone will just listen
the fight is over and so is life
the fight is over and so is life
i have faith in the LORD, and never will lose it
i have faith in the LORD, and never will lose it
we have to earn our place in this treacherous land ~
we have to earn our place in this treacherous land ~
seems like i am falling deeper, deeper inside my self
seems like i am falling deeper, deeper inside my self
tranquility in melancholy
tranquility in melancholy
For only in the grip of darkness will we shine admits the brightest star
For only in the grip of darkness will we shine admits the brightest star
the promise, dancing under the starts of loss
the promise, dancing under the starts of loss
Carnival of Rust
Carnival of Rust

~~~Disintegrate! You black dog of Rondaneeni! Look upon yourself with horror, and then claw out your own throat... Bakudo #9 - Strike!"~~~

Up against the World


You have been cast to wander all alone through life's courses

Getting betrayed by those who mean the most, yet losing to the forces

Headstrong, the world is ready to take you out

And somehow there is no place for you to belong

And all your deeds turn out wrong

Sometimes you feel like turning on the radio so high so no one would hear you shout

And as life drives you through one mad race just like what happened to Kane

THe urge to scream doesn't make it better and doesn't silen ce the pain

Yet those around you so slick and poisonous bound you in silence

And so emptiness becomes your obsession your darkness

Better to disappear for there is nothing more than pain for you

And so few souls have been able to see the real you

Yet none passed through the scared surface all the way through

And as you slip out of your bruised skin at night

You know that you are up against the world which knows no right

As as you retrace your scars when you are alone and relive the pain

You know that the world was turned its back on you which is insane

And your cries will echo to your hearing never beyond

For our world knows nothing but hate and making the human soul bend

Thus your wrists stiffen and your cold fists fall down

Tried of taking and giving punches just like a driven pawn

The power to resist the deadly current that pushes you down fades

And all the body and spirit will slowly degenerate by life like AIDS

and as you lay fallen  broken and lifeless of fear know that

it was all "YOU" up against the world, you lost that fight from the start

And one injured soul like me and you can never win on its own

for we are driven spirits destined to fall like a sacrificial pawn

Dreadful is life, so treacherous and dark yet its wheels never stop on turning

And everytime a beam of light is cast upon humanity their will be some souls dying

For it will continue this useless battle between you and the world

And poor you against all those unable to cast out to the world your last word

So you taste the sorrowful biscuits of life, we are all destined to fall

Burned and bashed we walk this earth then kneel and crawl

And so know that there in no solitude no peace

There is NO road to take, except those in which life will seize




some thoughts ~

"Ruler! The mask of blood and flesh, all things of the universe that fly! That which makes all! In the name of truth and temperence, dig your claws into the wall of sinless dreams... Bakudo 33


To the world i turned with very watchful eyes and like an eagle i wanted to fly high. But the currents of life sometimes carried me to an ominous direction so i was filled with fear. And as i walked the course laid for me, my feet trembled and all my body swayed with the winds that mocked my useless fading strength. I pushed further yet the wind shoved even harder. And every time i tried to take control of my own life, life took me by the ear and the neck forcing me to kneel to crawl and cry out loud. And as it cast the shadows of d.ear and doubt in my heart i grew more vulnerable, unable to speak or even take a leap. GO now my inner voice told me yet i could never make the step when it was time. As a result i was suck in the past and its deadly promises and glorious lust. And with time my joints were conquered by rust and my will turned to dust for i have lost myself to the master of cowardliness at dust. And after various tries i blamed it on fate, yet never saw the flaws in myself. And at some rare times i would try to cast my sails up to the wind, unfortunately they would be ripped so easily by the mocking wind.

Yet after life turned out so bad, i found this one little place where i could find hope. A little place where i was not in front of a jury where i was not tested. I found this little place where i could be me and try to find hope in other people's words and lives. I found a place where i could grow my wings back again and try to mend the wounds using words. And finally i was half healed by the help of my fellow hubbers as well as my close friends.

And so i sacrificed the undesirable kiddish side of me that didn't fit life's needs, got a destination of my own , and fought with my nails and teeth to earn my right on this land.Yet i made sure to conquer this jungle of civilization and cut a path A UNIQUE path of my own through the plastic and solid rocks for hearts. And in order to live and rise above all the tests i had to live by the code "for only in the Grip of darkness will we shine admits the brightest stars ~! **dimmy borgir / the death of love




The poem and the text below may not seem connected to you my fellow reader but i hope you enjoy both writings . i was listening to these songs while writing so please (if interested listen to those) ~~Ps: none of them is metal so you can enjoy them :D


Carnival of rust by POets of the fall

Somebody Save me by Krypteria

The night all angels cry by Krypteria

The Promise By Krypteria

For you I'll bring the Devil down BY KRYPTERIA

THe path to decay by Sirenia

Angels by withing temptaion

The first of me by hoobastank

empty walls by Serj Tankan

treachery by Shiro sagisu

Never meant to belong BY shiro sagisu

Here to stay by shiro sagisu

Danzai no hana~ guilty sky by Kusaka Riyu

THe other Side by Sirenia

So Cold by Breaking benjamin

Break down by Breaking benjamin

Lift by Poets Of the fall



PLEASE WATCH THESE VIDEOS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80kOBeMEm2I nemo by nightwish

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTKGUz9nKDc hoobastank the first of me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HfEgQoPV6c8 the poet and the pendulum by nightwish

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=26k7WCj67po

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kur9GAbU0c0&feature=related


hope u enjoy this mess :D and not just call me a nut case ":D

URIEL =DF



****the pics mostly are covers for great books which i have read last summer. I Do hope you check them out when you can. Here is a link for free download for such e-books as well as music and research:

www.4shared.com

www.scribd.com

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starqueen13 6 years ago from Houston, Tx

woah cool


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Uriel 6 years ago from Lebanon Author

THANKS :D you are the first to visit this hub :D thanks :D


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Mentalist acer 6 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

Your best and most enlightenedly beautiful post:from your mystical and enabled Hubber,Uriel:)!!


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dkrainwater 6 years ago from Sheridan, Wyoming

Very nice, I love the pics.


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Uriel 6 years ago from Lebanon Author

thanks for the support and stopping by :D


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jayb23 6 years ago from India

Woha..amazing Uriel...Iam just amazed at your poetry talents. Keep up the good work.


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Uriel 6 years ago from Lebanon Author

Jayb23 Thanks for the comments and being such a loyal friend :D

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