Victim of Love
I lie on the floor in pain…
Your love seem so distant,
Your heart seems so vain…
Now I feel lonely again.
I need a replacement…
I need the perfect sin to fill me in.
I look up at the ceiling,
Words, Expressions, and feelings,
Running around my head…
Why do I have to feel this way?
I might as well be dead.
Confused and tortured,
My soul flies abound…
Nothing in this world,
Or time can hold it down.
Thoughts fly around this room,
Like Angels with wings…
I’m desperate to find a replacement,
So I don’t need to feel this pain.
I sleep in all day,
Praying and hoping,
That when you come back for me,
We can be like we used to be,
I hope things come back naturally….
I am the victim of love…
This emotion is hard for me…
It was blissful in the moment,
And now it’s torturing me.
I pray every day…
For God to take it away,
To help me put this feeling….At bay…
So I can move on with my day-to-day…
Why can’t it just go away???
With tears running down my face,
I pray to God to keep my faith.
I tell him over and over,
That I give it to him,
But this feeling that overwhelms me,
Come creeping back in.
I… am the victim of “Love.”
I endured both the good and the bad…
Hopefully this feeling will pass soon,
And I won’t be sad.
Sooner than later,
It’ll be time to move on…
I know forever this feeling will carry on,
I will never forget where it came from,
When I die… at least I can say that I was a “Victim!”
Written by: JLono ©2011