Why Me?!


“Why me?!” in anger I scream out

Why did I need to lose so much,

And have everything become so hard?

Why must I relearn to crawl?

I now need pain to feel alive,

Doubt pleasure ever will arrive


Some must live, but I moan “Why Me?”

Life just hurts, what is the point?

Confusion has become my king

To kill or die I now must choose

Suffocating in a fog of black

Death is now my mind’s one track


Oh dear God, what is this for?

And what has become of me?

What did I do to deserve this?

My whole life simply isn’t fair

Tell me how come this came to be

Lord, hear me shout at you “Why Me?”


While healing- sorrow was the norm

These days I’m great…no make that fair

I’m blessed to be here, nonetheless

I see many who are not this way

How does God decide who will or not?

Why have I been given what I’ve got?


Oh dear God, what is this for?

And why am I even me?

What did I do to deserve this?

My whole life just isn’t fair

Tell me how come this came to be

Lord, hear me cry to you “Why Me?”


Although misplaced I was never lost

Though hopeless all I did was kneel

In the depths I cried to God for help

My burden gone, my mind’s set free

God has chosen me, and calls me “Child”

So I whisper out “Why Lord, Why Me?”


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AmaTainted 5 years ago from Texas

we all go through "why me" moments but we will never know the answer, its just the way it is. hugs to you dear!

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