When will I know

How will I grow

Opening the door to my heart

will it make me feel apart

I have waited patiently

with faith and trust

All I seem to find is lust

I want more, so much more.

I deserve more

I think I see an open door

but it's only my imagination

Only my hopes and dreams

that carry me away

away to a place that I hope to reach someday

I search everyday

with a broken wing

and whatever may

All that is just a delay

and what can I say?

I can't make something meant to be, if it's not.

I can't force something if it's just not right

Where do I go from here

I wish Jesus would steer

He's the only one I trust

The only one that is true to me

always there for me

Why can't I get my life on track?

What is it, that I lack?

Why can't I quite ever get the knack?

I'm not sure I want him back

Only that I want someone

Someone that is true

Someone that has a clue

Someone that loves me for all that I am

Someone that can appreciate all I have to give

Someone who will share my loves

Someone who will shares my beliefs

my hopes and dreams

Someone to be there for me

Someone to pick me up when I fall

Someone to answer the call.

I have freedom

I want companionship & love.

I want it all

no matter how big or small

I'll be there to answer the call

but will you make the phone ring?

because I'm tired of just a fling.

I want so much more

Is there anything in store?

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cleaner3 4 years ago from Pueblo, Colorado

the searching of our soul is usually never found. to try to find perfection in someone else is a lost cause . find perfection in yourself and you will be happy within and live your life to the fullest. that is what god gives you. P. S. send me your # and I will call you.

KatrineDalMonte 4 years ago

A beautiful poem Linda, what an expression of your feelings and emotions. A discovery of self is a never ending journey. Life gives us experiences so that we can learn and mature. You should never try to be what others want you to be, you should only ever be yourself. And finding that can take time. Never give up believing in yourself. Love often comes very unexpected :-)

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LindaQ79 4 years ago Author

Thanks for the comments! Always love reading your thoughts on my words... :)

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