Well, in answer to your question, all I can say is, "God only knows." Sometimes I pray and pray that some of those religious questions stop showing up, for God's sake; and yet it seems there's no way in hell that's ever going to happen. Why, in Heaven's name, so many lost souls, found souls, and souls in need of redemption continue to introduce religious questions and wording into a site that is clearly neither aimed at the Bible nor any other religious teachings, Heaven only knows. Jesus, Mary, and Joseph... I swear by all that's holy that the religious questions and under-tones on this site seem to multiply like the loaves and fishes. Why, in God's name, a website must be so riddled with religious references and questions, I'll never know. (Well, at least I won't know, maybe, until I rise up from the dead and take my place in the Kingdom of Heaven. The Mass is ended. Go in peace. Thanks be to God (that the Mass has ended, of course). Amen. Bless you. May God be with you on your quest to find the answer to your question, and I'll keep praying that you find those answers.
Jesus loves you, so watch for his face to appear on your next grilled cheese sandwich. Mary loves you too, so watch for her face to show up on a dirty window the next time it rains.