Morning, it nice to see that someone really is in need-but please understand you're not alone.
(My Saying & Quote):
You may feel targeted by hell, your world may be crashing around you. Those closest to you may not show it, but they are hurting, too. So, don't yield to self pity. Pity parties merely postpone your victory. You are not alone.
"Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world."