distracted

This cant be wonderland
This cant be wonderland

This is not what I wanted

My hands are crossed

I'm holding onto my heart.

It feels like If I let go I will die for sure.

I'm caught in the middle of a war against myself.

I'm learning so much more.

I've became someone else.

I can't sleep for the fear of waking up.

My nightmare is reality.

Life would be so much easier if it was like my dreams.

I know what I want and I am willing to seize it.

I am stuck in an ordinary forest when I wanted to find wonderland.

I am realizing that this isn't what I wanted.

I wish this would all just end.

I want to find a safe place to rest my head.

I want to wake up and realize my dreams again.

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TattoGuy 6 years ago

Missed yer poems Chrissie but love this one, love this line "I am stuck in an ordinary forest when I wanted to find wonderland.", and yer photo is so apt, enjoy yer weekend my friend !


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Tom Cornett 6 years ago from Ohio

Really liked this...an understandable depth. Thanks! :)


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Astra Nomik 6 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

You are as amazing as ever, you write so naturally, Chrissie. I just published a new Hub / poem. I love the drama and imagery you create so easily. And I find it amazing that you chose the forest image here. I am smiling now. Thanks for the telepathy. : )


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Sage Williams 6 years ago

A truly amazing poem. Keep writing. I am looking forward to reading more.

Sage


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chrissie123 6 years ago Author

thanks to all of you!!!!!!!!


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you...

Simply amazing :)


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Astra Nomik 6 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

I am a fan always, chrissie. : )


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chrissie123 6 years ago Author

thank you astra nomik that really means sooo much to me!!!


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Cheeky Girl 6 years ago from UK and Nerujenia

"I want to wake up and realize my dreams again..." Wow, some great double meanings packed in here. I really love this, it's like the land of confusion. Great writing, Chrissie. You are magic!


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loua 6 years ago from Elsewhere, visiting Earth ~ the segregated community planet

The curse of a romantic; but it provides you the depth of sense feeling and depth of emotion for your lovely lyrics...

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