Tangible Pain Once More(There´s a hole in my soul)

Emotional Pain

There's a hole in my soul

Where my heart used to be.

My fugurative heart,

Where my love used to be.

...........

My physical heart keeps pumping the blood

My soul is so low, don't know why it does.

Why life keeps on going

as tears keep on flowing.

There's a hole in my soul

Where my heart used to be.

There's a pain in my chest

where my feelings belong,

emotions I used to help others along,

Now, helping another is foreign to me,

For there's a hole in my soul

where my heart used to be.

........................

There's a space in my days

where my life used to be

A void of confusion

where joy used to be.

...............

My breathing is heavy,

yet shallow and fast...

If I go on like this,

I'll soon breathe my last.

...................

I need to face facts

and set myself free

but there's a hole in my soul

where my heart used to be.

...............................

There's a man in my life,

who loves me, I know,

Yet he will insist

that we reap what we sow.

...........................

So, I've sown too much love??

Given out too much of me??

Now there's a hole in my soul

where my heart used to be???

............

Don't think so, my love,

the 'giving' was awesome,

I've just nowhere left

to give anymore from..

.........................

Time is a healer,

or so people say.

I'll wait, take it slow

till I find my own way.

.......................

Maybe in time

my heart will come back,

and turn to my soul,

to fill up the gap.

.....................

It's not easy living

with a hole in your soul,

So repair and recover,

must now be my goal.

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singlmomat52 6 years ago

Dim, I feel that you are in much pain. Know I am praying for peace for you and joy to return to your heart. Sad but beautiful piece. Thank you and welcome back!!! God bless xx


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Dim Flaxenwick 6 years ago from Great Britain Author

Thank you so much. Yes I'm finding some things very difficult at the moment. I'm reminding myself of the lovely saying in India ....."This too shall pass..."

Getting a little time on hubpages is giving me a great big lift today. Soon I'll have my own computr at home again (new home) then I think I'll find things a bit easier. You are so kind. Take care.x


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Micky Dee 6 years ago

Dear Dim, I could have written some of this, not as pretty as you've done. I loved this. It's true. "All things must pass." Be at peace my Dear! Heaven is waiting just around the corner - inside (easy for me to say - and how would I know!?). Thank you Dim for a beautiful truth! God bless you.


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thevoice 6 years ago from carthage ill

excellent poem great reading thanks much


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Dim Flaxenwick 6 years ago from Great Britain Author

Thanks Micky. Your comment brought tears to my eyes.You are so kind. Take care.


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Dim Flaxenwick 6 years ago from Great Britain Author

thevoice thank you for taking the time to read and comment. I appreciate it.


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Springboard 6 years ago from Wisconsin

All things in life come and go. Unfortunately for some, love is that way too. True love, however, never dies. Great poem, enjoyed it very much.


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DREAM ON 6 years ago

I am trying to make a friend happy today.To see you sad is not an easy thing to understand.I give you my heart so yours can heal.My heart works fine only it chimes on the hour.I forgot to tell you about the bells and whistles that blow when I get excited.Other than that it works fine.Oh I did I mention an occasional Beeping sound it makes when I am thinking.Which for me is all the time.So if you can get used to all the sounds there is one more I must tell you.When I sleep my heart makes a sizzling sound.Almost like bacon cooking.My heart will be sent by hub pages keep looking.I miss you...Talk soon.


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Shalini Kagal 6 years ago from India

Oh Dim - through all that beautiful verse, the pain drips through. It isn't always easy saying 'This too shall pass'. Hugs to you dear Dim - may the sun come shining through again soon - and fill that hole and that gap with light and love!


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tonymac04 6 years ago from South Africa

Beautifully expressed - and may it bring you some peace also!

Love and peace

Tony


Justine76 6 years ago

Im sorry I was not here earlier. I know how it feels, that hole. I hope you are getting settled in your new house and soon it will be home, and you'll have your computer up.

xo


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4FoodSafety 6 years ago from Fontana, WI

Beautiful poem - strikes our very soul. Thank you!


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you...

I know Dim is a strong woman. That hole will be gone. :)

This poem is so heartfelt. TC and hugs for you my friend :)


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James A Watkins 6 years ago from Chicago

Lovely but painful poetry. Thanks for sharing.


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Dim Flaxenwick 6 years ago from Great Britain Author

Thank you James. I'm sure I'll soon get my life back into some semblance of order and that will make me feel much better. Your comments always help. TC


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Dim Flaxenwick 6 years ago from Great Britain Author

Oh blaise25...... Am I strong? We'll see. Thank you for reading and commenting. xx


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bayareagreatthing 6 years ago from Bay Area California

Stepping minute by minute,hour by hour, day by day, week by week, month by month...It was the only way I could make it when my life was dark. Hold on to truth.

Psalm 126:5

Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy.

God sees your tears Dim

Be blessed today

Laura- BAGT


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BJBenson 6 years ago from USA

I really liked your poem. The ending was very wise.


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Dim Flaxenwick 6 years ago from Great Britain Author

Thank you Bayareagreathing. One day at a time. You're right. Thank you for including the scripture.

God bless, Dim x


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Dim Flaxenwick 6 years ago from Great Britain Author

BjBenson, thank you very much x


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DREAM ON 6 years ago

You have a new heart and your off to a great start.


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Dim Flaxenwick 6 years ago from Great Britain Author

Thanks, dream on. I seem to remember you loaned me YOUR heart.


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vocalcoach 5 years ago from Nashville Tn.

Dearest Dim - You have expressed your truth so beautifully and I feel your pain. I wish I could heal your lovely heart with love and friendship where the hole is. Things will change. Nothing stays the same. I am priviledged to know you through hub pages and offer you a shoulder and listening and caring ear anytime.

Love to you.


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Dim Flaxenwick 5 years ago from Great Britain Author

Thank you for such a lovely comment. Time is a great healer . l know.. Take care. x Dim xx

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