fairy tale whirl

fairy tale whirl

in a fairy tale world

nothing seems as harsh

as it did months ago

everything is jeans

and dimples

and dreams

now that its him.

i cant even describe

the looks that i gave

just the danger of looking

being caught...was grave

and the feelings behind the looks

well, do i have to explain?

they were exciting and real for me

so much to gain

had i knew it would turn out

the way that it did

would have pulled him aside

and said...

"listen, i like you, and i think it could be

something that could maybe

turn onto something...

i know this is going

to change both our worlds

so come to the closet...

and give me a whirl...."

looked forward to him

when i knew he'd be there

the stares, my god

you wouldn't believe the stares.

he says he caught all of them,

but i know there's no way

it's way more than he knew

that my eyes seemed to stray

up and down his torso

his eyes

his smile

or what of it there was

the way he touched the small of her back....shudder and pause

to feel this was nothing

just a little girl crush

and then rush

rush

rush

fast forward

to the rush of his touch

in the back of his car

a new world of whirl

a fairy tale whirl

in a fairy tale world

he calls me his starlit princess

and though the name doesn't suit me

my ears rush any name

that he chooses to call me

because hes that god damn good

just amazing to me

the way he melts all my nightmares

and magnifies all my dreams

sooths me and fills me

in EVERY way

Ive had men fall in love with me

but its never this way...

both ways

and here is this boyish wonder

this manly vision

making me bleed through

making my walls so submissive

did i mention there gone?

my walls built up so tight

Ive tired if keeping them

theres no more reason to fight

the way that i feel

like cool breeze through my hair

and never i knew

would it be him

that would take me there.

star crossed...forbidden...

whatever it is

its completely for me

but then again...Ive always loved sin

forever damned

by certain ill persons

then drive me to hell

but first open the curtains

i want all of them to see

the love they've created

unintentionally

from the lives that they've gated

with there "suggestions" and slander

Ive grown all the better

with a love that falls around me

like a comfy old sweater.

what becomes of the broken hearted?

when they fall into each other

and get restarted?

fire and fire

passion, permission

volcanic collision.

and then there's the dirty dirty submission

over and under

and through

all around me

whirling like smoke

lover surround me

take me again

and again

and again

and when all is quiet

he speaks gently

like a friend

holding my hand

like he would a small child's

laughing and smiling

driving me wild

trusting his touch

and that it will take me there

so when i look back now

to all of those stares...

and how they've been fulfilled

in every possible way

i wonder why I'm so lucky

to have been given this play

the hands Ive been dealt

year after year

broken hearts

and bruised decisions

cracked knuckles and soul collisions

i thought i was too broken

for anything but pain

it was all i knew how to handle

and that i was to blame

for what befell my decisions

thought it would be pain to the grave

sobbing and suffering

forcing myself to stay

i approached him that night

...that night in the dark

i looked up at him

and he kissed me

and i knew just then how far..

id go

to be near him always.

all the white horses rushed

and i felt it to my core

all the fighting... the war...

to be never more

and this touch that was gentle

from a made to be monster...to a said to be whore...

made my body fall weak

and i only wanted more

things changing so fast

that i can barely breathe

but him being there

makes it come to pass...so easily.

baby i so much more than love you

there are no other words

to express my core feeling

you make my sheer essence purr

the way you kiss me

the way you stroke my hair

the way you laugh

the way that wherever we are...

you'll take me, right there

insatiable and fulfilled

funny and rough

soft and unspoken

rush

after

rush

fairy tale whirl

in a fairy tale world

it is you

that i must thank

in advance

for how amazingly wonderful

you have made the rest of my life.

and yes, i loved you

on the very first night.










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the pink umbrella 4 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me. Author

play the song with this. its perfect. its what i hear inside my head when u kiss me....


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the pink umbrella 4 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me. Author

and i just re read this and cried. i love you.


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stormoverdestiny 4 years ago from Deep within the heart of the storm

I love you too. That actually brought tears to my eyes to feel so much love in every word. Ive never had a love touch my heart so deep in only words


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xstatic 4 years ago from Eugene, Oregon

This is so passionate, so true, I want it to last for both of you.


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the pink umbrella 4 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me. Author

xstatic- your not the only one. cross your fingers for me...:)


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stormoverdestiny 4 years ago from Deep within the heart of the storm

Never need to cross your fingers were forever my love


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the pink umbrella 4 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me. Author

god i love you


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BeyondMax 4 years ago from Sydney, Australia

Such a whirling magical fairy tale! I was spellbound, lived with it like through a sparkling book, it is a double magic when you know that it's true! Amazing!

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