Everyday my life is a gamble, I have epilepsy and a seizure could kill me. I choose to live a relatively normal life and not have a 24hr carer. I'm not afraid of dying, I've come close countless times. I embrace life as much as I can and break the rules the doctors set, such as no drinking alcohol, no cinema/t.v with the light off. I know when to stop drinking, and I pace myself. I go to concerts in spite of the flashing lights. If I didn't gamble then I'd be stuck in a padded room with a 24 hour carer. No ta!