holding in


this is how honest this is. it has no real flow, and is almost incredibly corny. but it is exactly how i feel in this moment.


what i feel for you ends all time

it makes you mine

remember how warm we were outside

...it was freezing.

i feel like your there

at the simple thought of you, my very soul shivers

i feel you with a feeling of incomplete desire

i burn for you at night fueling my hearts fire

i wish for you with hope so very cold to me

as i know you with my heart and know that you no longer know me

ice cold nights

embracing

lips...

the meeting of our skin...

when we collided in the darkness

i knew the you that knew you knew me

i knew you

i knew you

and trusted every stare

into my eyes you poured your self

and left my eyes still ever thirsting

one more look

one more touch

one more anything at all

id even rise, despite the knowledge...

and memory of the fall

i love you with a love

that you will forever carry

i love you with a love

that you know isn't just for me

i hate you with a passion because you didn't fight

you let me walk away from you

leaving you there...in the night...

i punish me with thoughts

that i let linger in my mind

with memories and tastes

that i will never again find

ill love your soul forever

with the deepest part of mine

and picture you always

as you are.

beautiful...divine...

i passion for your lips

i yearn for your hands

slipping off my shirt

with that smirk i couldn't stand.

i miss you with all of me

i miss the you that misses me

and i beg that you know, in spite of everything

i should never have walked away.

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the pink umbrella 5 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me. Author

"Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line." -TOOL "lateralus"


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Cagsil 5 years ago from USA or America

Hey Pink, that is quite an expression of feelings you're having and very much enjoyed. It's always a pleasure to read you and even learn more about you. However, this one seems similar to much of your other work. I mean that in general, because of 'who' you're possibly referencing. Since I know it isn't me, I guess I can smile about that. :) Thank you for sharing. :)


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the pink umbrella 5 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me. Author

and have you been privy to whome that is?


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Cagsil 5 years ago from USA or America

That I'm not sure. I'm simply using past conversations we've held in private to draw the conclusion. If that would be incorrect, then no. If that's correct, then I would think so. I'd rather not mention anything we speak of in private conversations in a public domain, such as your hubs.


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mikielikie 5 years ago from Texas

I wish I had your talent. You made me feel like I was in your shoes. Just an ounce of your talent please. Send it my way one of these days.


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the pink umbrella 5 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me. Author

Mikielikie- you have your own talent to play with baby cakes lol. i dont really consider writing these pieces a talent, just something that needs to be pushed out of me so that i can breathe.


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sligobay 4 years ago from east of the equator

Best wishes for a happy and creative New Year, Pink'Um. I can taste, smell and feel the sentiments your words express.

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