oldy poem (i am a foreigner to myself)

I Am a foreigner to Myself:

 

My eyes are shut
I see myself on a ledge
I see myself bleeding
Coz I’m hazard to myself
I open my eyes

The nightmare is gone
To live a dozen more
I am alone in this world
I have no one to shed a tear over me
I am lost in this cold world
Unknown even to myself
Unable to express myself
or even show love nor hate
I am what I speak of
for those bitter words are my own
Unable to communicate with the living
and left alone in the darkness to talk to the rest
I am rejected by my own people
I can never fit in
And so, I am rebuffed by my equals
I am a foreigner to myself
Left in the moist place to rot alone
Not bearing the sight of myself in the mirror
For I am a foreigner to myself !

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Comments 6 comments

C. C. Riter 7 years ago

that's a terrible way to feel about one's self, but I can relate to it, in a sense. I hope it's old and not current with you. Now you have us to encourage you and accept you.


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Uriel 7 years ago from Lebanon Author

oh yeh this is a really really old one ...i guess it goes back four years when i was a 9th grader...And yes, i am kinda writing some cheerful poems nowadays one titled ur secret admirer... Current me is really happy and preparing for the terms :D OLALALA.... Cheery and happy.... i wish i didnt get you people worried :D.. thanks for showing concern... it means alot.. but don't take my poems serious really .. its only poetry... and nothing is from reality (at least it is not from my life ) ...focusing on the cheery side and poems.

thanks for ur thoughtfulness

ps: hubpages got me addicted:D


C. C. Riter 7 years ago

OK. That's great. good luck on your term. And some of my poetry is reality, ya might want to stay away from them. I'm addicted as well. LOL @:^)


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Uriel 7 years ago from Lebanon Author

thanks alot... i'll check more of yours as soon as i get some free time... thanks for stopping by though.. And yeh , now the fist site i open on internet explorer is Hubpages lol


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Mike Dennis 7 years ago

I love your poem. Thanks for baring your soul. cheers michael


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Uriel 7 years ago from Lebanon Author

Thanks Mike for the support i appreciate it :D

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