rusty gun

hiding

waiting

consumed.♦

lifeless

listless

sexy and perfumed♦

controlled

and contained

everything strange

waiting to hurt you♦

locked in a room

locked myself in

don't know what ill do

chaste you come in

I'm feeling it♦

in a real fucking way

I'm feeling it

all fucking day♦

as the night barrels down

there's no need for the hush

im quiet and still

awaiting the brush

death♦

fucking consume me

drive me out

push the heat through me

im done♦

consistant and clean

and when its all over

i run to the dream

try and stop me♦

its already done

just awaiting the rust

of my fuck rusty gun

to blow♦

feed night with the fire

i patiently wait for it

I'm up for hire

to leave♦

nightmares and dreams

i belong here no more

so i pull up my sleeves

chase the shot♦

I'm out already

between chicken shit

and courage

fucking hands sweaty

ill do it♦

one of these nights

i can't take it much longer

between wrong and write

as i suffer♦

confusing as fuck

i may not be anything,

i may not be much

but I'm ready♦

that i am certain

for the crimson red curtain

caress me in blood

this no longer is working

goodnight♦

might tomorrow you see me

if i haven't made permanent

the nightmares and dreamscapes♥

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rahul0324 4 years ago from Gurgaon, India

From top to bottom... I felt loads of attitude pouring down!

Sometimes anger can be attractive... such is the case here

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Secret lies 4 years ago from Redlands California

I don't know if it is okay but this got me a little excited inside. I love the attitude. Beautiful my sweet Jaded love....


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Jenna Pope 4 years ago from Southern California

Wow, this was intense!


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the pink umbrella 4 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me. Author

Secret lies- in between the space of fuck it and fuck me, your reaction is quite appropriate.


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Secret lies 4 years ago from Redlands California

I would love to be in-between


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the pink umbrella 4 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me. Author

welcome to my part


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Vinaya Ghimire 4 years ago from Nepal

I loved the graphic portrayal of pent up emotions.


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Nikkij504gurl 4 years ago from Louisiana

My fuck rusty gun! I think all those f words really set the mood and pace for this one.


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the pink umbrella 4 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me. Author

i love this one.


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BeyondMax 4 years ago from Sydney, Australia

Intense, passionately haunting... Locked me in within. Love it!

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