this is what i deserve?
The pain of a family
I miss you.
I miss the laughter we shared.
I miss when you use to care.
Where did the days of us being a family go.
My heart is bleeding, but still you just walk on by.
You were all that I needed, but you let me die.
All my happiness is erased when I think of all the times you made me cry.
Even through this pain I still feel sorry I left you behind.
I had no other choice......
The life you had me living was a lie......
Where are the days....
those sweet days of my childhood we had such fun!!!!
My heart still bleeds.....
and you still walk on by.