too close to be so far

i want to drop everything

and run away with you

2 miles south of nowhere

in a motel

lay with me.

In your arms

i know id feel so safe

so loved

cherishing every second

dreading the sun

wanting nothing more than to kiss you

over

and over

again

clawing at each other

like teenagers

knowing that each kiss

could feel like the first kiss

but I'm here

and your there

and the wanting that i have

to feel the nervousness of our first touch

is getting deeper and deeper for me

loving you

in a darkened forest kind of reality

makes me pause.

remembering what its like

for my reality to feel like sleep

and my dreams to feel like the truth

it could be home

me to you

it could finally feel

like its supposed to

i imagine your skin

dancing on my skin

your lips

forcefully shoving into my lips

clawing and scratching

exhales and arches

so connected

too distant

i wish you knew

just how hard

i wanted to be

in your arms

for just a moment

and then stretch that moment

as far as it would go.

love...

its not the words

its the words that are not

that i wish i knew

how to say.