untitled ii
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i.
please somebody
please take this pain
take the hurt
take everything
..from my mind & heart
it is driving me
clinically insane
this weakness
that i feel
i'm not being me
how do i cope, how do i deal
deal with life
deal with anything
it is making me ill
ii.
take me away
far from here
make me forget
the past month plus one year
lead me to a dark, cold, desolate place
erase this memory
it is holding me captive
a strong, unrelenting embrace
make it null
and void
nothing is easy
you were nothing more
than an emotionless toy
a piece of the puzzle
you raped my heart
you captured my mind..my soul
now you seem puzzled
but all i want from you
is to be
forever apart
iii.
be strong
do not cry
i will see you again someday
i will sing to you
a sweet lullaby
artificial love
imitating trust
a complicated triangle
bordering on hate
assures me
it's nothing more
than infatuation and lust
sing me to sleep
put me away
a novelty
that somehow seems
far-fetched today
i pray for strength
i know He will keep me strong
with patience, persistence
i will wait
for the one for me
to come along
i will try to forgive
and wash away each tear
i will not regress
though it may take a year
i loathe you, my dear sleep
close your eyes, pretty girl
do not let him rob you
of your sacred emotions
put them under lock and keep
though
it is not sleep
but him
that i truly despise