Real Life can be a Downer

The Consequences of Bullying

In every life there is sadness eventually. No one escapes unscathed. Some of us are more resilient, but those that are not feel fewer options, no relief and little hope. Such was the case of Tyler Clementi, the 18 year old Rutgers University freshman who took his life this September 21, 2010.

Tyler's future looked bright. He was an accomplished violinist scheduled to play with the Rutger's Symphony days after he took his life. His name remained on the schedule as part of his memorial. His family loved him dearly.

Whether he was gay or not, Tyler suffered the consequences of bias at the hands of his roommate, Ravi Dharum and accomplice, Molly Wei. Charges following an investigation may be filed against the two for their deliberate, premeditated invasion of privacy that left Tyler desperate and alone with the discovery he had been betrayed, his privacy violated, forever in cyberspace.The roommate had secretly webcammed a video streaming live on the Internet of Tyler's intimate encounter with a man. Tyler had asked for privacy in the room until midnight. Ravi agreed and set the stage for his monstrous invasion.

For every action there is a reaction

Tyler's web journal of the events that took place leading to his final decision began with his options. After finding Ravi's tweet about the video of the his private encounter, Tyler debated and finally decided after deliberation to report the incident to his residential advisor just days before his suicide. He hesitated to file the report after logging onto a gay website, explaining the incident and asking for advice, saying "don't wanna tell someone and end up with nothing happening and just have him get pissed at me". Tyler, confirmed the roommates actions by asking for privacy the next day in a text to Ravi around 7 p.m., got permission from Ravi and when he examined the room, found the web cam on and pointed at Tyler's bed. Panic setting in, Tyler unplugged the video cam and the computer and began a frantic search for further cameras. Ravi had already sent another post inviting those interested to contact him online.

Seventeen hours later, Tyler Clementi, left his wallet, cell phone and laptop on the George Washington Bridge, and leapt from the bridge into the Hudson River after leaving his final message, "Jumping off the GW bridge. Sorry." His body was recovered September 23..

Anderson Cooper interviews Dr. Phil on Rutgers Suicide

A student comments

Death in DIgital Land

Tyler Clementi is not alone in his decision to terminate his life due to the unbearable light of digital land. The digital forums available to everyone with a computer has resulted in many teenage suicides. Covert activity possible today is only limited by imagination. The possibilities are myriad and once accomplished cannot be taken back. Information remains alive and well in Cyberspace forever, long after the deaths of it's victims. No apologies, criminal charges, jail time or monetary compensation can squelch the damage done.

It has been reported that Rutgers, ironically, had chosen the day the Tyler Clementi story broke, to implement a "Civility Campaign" related particularly toward the dangers of online technology, cases exactly like the one that just transpired on their very campus. Reports are coming out now that 1/3 of the homosexual population, including students and faculty, have considered leaving universities due to the negative experiences they are regularly subjected to. Unfortunately, the situations created by bais and hate are, in many instances, discovered too late. The victim has either left, one way or another, or become so damaged they are unable to live fully. In the case of Tyler Clementi, loved by family and friends, proclaimed a gifted, accomplished musician by teachers, was not enough to give him any hope for the future. Cyberspace held forever the private, intimate choices he held too compromising to rise above.

St. Louis, my hometown, has suffered loss through this growing problem. Megan Meier, 13 years old, was ecstatic that her parents allowed her to open a MySpace account. Megan had been bullied most of her school years. Here was a chance to make friends online. A young, 16 year old boy became an online beau who told her how lucky he was to have found her. One day, in this brief relationship, he became abusive online telling her she was ugly and the world would be better off without her. Her mom, aggravated that Megan did not immediately get offline and with emotions running high, Megan accused her mom of not being on her side. Megan, crying, ran upstairs to her bedroom. Quiet too long, Megan's mom, Tina, went upstairs and found her only daughter hanging in her closet. Tina's scream brought the father upstairs where they cut the rope hanging Megan. Megan died the following day. In a bizarre twist, it was discovered that Megan's Internet beau wasn't a teenage boy at all, but rather, a troubled, middle-aged woman who lived in the neighborhood. Ultimately, the Meier's family, their grief palpable and unable to cope and continue their lives together, have divorced. Another family has died.

Megan Meier Suicide

The Trial - Megan Meier's Case

Reaching for help

Where do you begin to overcome intolerance, prejudice and hate? It is difficult to consider as it is so pervasive, so ingrained, and reaches across a broad spectrum. of diversified groups. It appears the laws preventing bias and hate have not been effective. By the time it is addressed and proven, it is too late. The victims have suffered too long, struggling to prevail in daily life, seeing little hope of escaping their persecution. Where do you go and live authentically when hate won't allow it?

Schools today are aware of these issues and are trying to implement programs and education on the effects of intolerance. Laws superficially address issues, but legal recourse remains subject to lengthy proceedings and laws that do not carry adequate deterrents in the form of punishment.

The victims themselves, are often confused. Teenagers in particular are a work in progress. Often, they are in a state of flux regarding sexuality, peer pressure, the ongoing conflict between differences in generations and the issues everyone battles growing up. It is a volatile time of life involving important choices and decisions. Insecurity is often cloaked in shame, making the disclosure difficult and the act of reaching out for help then impossible. Because the issues are so personal, often questions just don't come. No one can help if they aren't aware of the problem.

It appears now that Tyler was trying to reach out in contacting a gay Internet site with questions. He didn't come away from that encounter with the help he needed. Qualified help may have given him hope to hang in there beyond the acute situation. The crisis he felt alone in, his state of mind trying to sort through his desperate last hours makes for many questions, soul searching and regrets. Intervention in this degree of crisis is beyond me. Hopefully, there will be much discussion, with concrete ideas and programs designed to reach those that are searching for answers to some of life's toughest decisions.

Notes from Katie Couric

Suicide effects everyone

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BobbiRant 6 years ago from New York

This is an excellent hub and it needed to be said. How sad for these families, living such a nightmare. Technology is simply a new avenue for bullies to pick on others. Thanks for a great post.


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Amy Becherer 6 years ago from St. Louis, MO Author

Thank you so much for your kind encouragement. You set such a great precedent and are my biggest motivator. I'm glad you liked my hub.


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Mr. Happy 6 years ago from Toronto, Canada

These kids who kill themselves for being bullied have serious self-esteem issue and that is the main problem. One can make fun of me all day long or say nasty things about me. That would not drive me to suicide. It's the self-esteem in kids we gotta work at.


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Amy Becherer 6 years ago from St. Louis, MO Author

I agree about the self esteem issues, Mr. Happy, but I can understand, especially in the teen years, the humiliation of having an intimate experience on the internet and in Cyberspace forever, for all the world to see, might do me in. I don't know if I could rise above that. Once the damage was done, I'm not convinced anyone could have changed his mind. Thank you for your comment.


HSchneider 6 years ago from Parsippany, New Jersey

Hi Amy. Very insightful Hub. I also agree about the self esteem issues but I think it's more than that. Young people don't have the benefit of a longer life such as we have to know that a life has its ups and downs. Every intimate experience they have is all consuming and most important. I remember that time and a relationship breakup back then was like the end of the world to me. This bullying has always been around but I think it's scarier to children now because instead of seeing your tormenter in the flesh, they now come out of the ether. They can be nameless and bodyless which just adds to the torment. All support groups must be strengthened and widened to combat this problem. This is especially true in colleges where these children are away from their parents for the first time. Increased communication, support, and vigilance is what is needed by parents and society.


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Amy Becherer 6 years ago from St. Louis, MO Author

I believe you are spot on, HSchneider. Your suggestions as to helping the issue of teen suicides is exactly what needs to happen. I suppose, in the drama of his panic, the Rutgers student was not thinking of crisis lines established for this kind of situation. I know when I become out-of-control panicked, I am not listening. Without literally shaking me by the shoulders, I am in outer space, making reaching someone as difficult as touching the stars. Thank you for your caring and insight.


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saddlerider1 6 years ago

Wow what a hub. Teen suicide is getting way out of hand in our school systems, the bullying has got to STOP. Your right however the digital world is also creating a lot of abuse to young minds.

Peer pressure is the cruelest I've ever seen it. Now that kids are defacing other kids by pasting horrible videos taken with hidden cameras of their victims and publishing on Utube and leaving equally horrible messages on Face Book.

It has driven some of these unfortunate teens to the brink of suicide and for some who actually did themselves in. How sad and how sick a society of teenagers who would do that to a fellow student is beyond all comprehension. Thank you for sharing, fantastic hub. I rate it UP Up and Up


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Amy Becherer 6 years ago from St. Louis, MO Author

saddlerider1, thank you for taking the time to read and comment on my hub. Like so many issues today, the electronic age, where "instant" is always available, leaves little time to mull things over. The Internet is not responsible for teen suicide, of course, but deadly consequences can occur as quickly as the bully concieves his idea. The speed of cyberspace can be lifesaving and murderous. It is not childs play. Thank you for your time.


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epigramman 6 years ago

I say DAMN the TORPEDOES my savvy and sweet Amy!!!!

You should be an investigative reporter on 60 Minutes - you certainly get high ratings from me for your keen intellect, boundless passion and noble sensitivity - all key ingredients which makes this hub - and of course - you - essential!!!!!!!


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Amy Becherer 6 years ago from St. Louis, MO Author

Your comment, complete with "DAMN THE TORPEDOES" began my day with laughing out loud. I love this comment and will come back to it whenever I need all the key ingredients for happiness!

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    Lady_E 6 years ago from London, UK

    I heard this on the news and it's so sad. He seemed to be enjoying his life - News even showed a clip of him playing the Violin.

    Sadly, Suicide is now on the increase. I wish these young people would confide / talk to someone when they have these overwhelming, negative feelings - so, they can be talked out of taking their lives. :(


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    Amy Becherer 6 years ago from St. Louis, MO Author

    Thank you for your comments, Lady_E. It is on the rise in every city. The problem seems to be the urgent crisis mode of thinking. Situations can arise, as this one, and quickly escalate to feeling insurmountable. Teens are often in crisis. One of the things that shocked me in researching the story were some comments actually defended the perpetrators. I think I need to read some upbeat hubs. I'll check yours out. Thanks again!

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