amen... I was about twenty three and I was on cloud nine, after two marriages later, life sucked. After I turned 30 everyone started dying off on me, My Dad and grandparents.
One day I came to a realization that no one person or things around me could make me happy, my outlook on life would have to be personal belief, no matter what came in my way i would have to keep smiling. I started healing my old wounds...then about 7 years later. I met my wonderful husband I have now and and I am on cloud nine again. Best Wishes To you.