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Hi i am a 26yr old living in the O.c I am a optimist living the life of a pessimist and i blame that manly on men. either from the experiences in dealing with the gross men that paid for women or just the men met on online dating. I have wonderful men in my life, dont get me wrong... but really... for a 26yr old, i am basing any negativity in my life on men, just because it's easy to do that!

I am totally kidding, men come in handy... just sometimes they are more of a pain then anything else... I guess i was always raised to believe in marriage, and all the movies i saw made me think prince charming was a reality. And dont get me wrong i still do believe that way , but prince charming is harder to find then that needle in the haystack. There is more to me besides Men, i have a job i love and friends i adore, family that is a bigger blessing then i ever deserved and a past that helped me and continues to help me become the person i will one day be. I may be on here for the wrong reasons..... manly i like to write and blog, but after reading many things i realized alot of the stuff on here is useless information or kinda like a daily column of Carries Sex in the city, so well any support or tips i could use, but for now i am gonna do whet im doing... writing. blogging.... whatever you wanna call it, and if you like it you like it, you dont you dont!

im not the hooker booker anymore

So alittle about more about me... I worked 5 years in the "entertainment" field... and that was not very great... Basically, all over the O.c and L.a. counties there are these companies that base themselves outta the OC/LA magazines , websites and yellow pages.... i worked for majority of them for 5 years about... in detail what these women did was basically stripped to nude and robbed men of their money if you were willing to pay big bucks and tip the amount of morally wrong services these woman would provide were beyond belief.

I started this at the age of about 18. I showed up for a position titled graveyard receptionist and the moment i walked in the door a woman asked me if i would be able to sell woman and showed me their card which offered hot oil rub downs and solicited naked woman, hearing how great the money could be i said yes i would give it a try. I then began the job that compromised my morals, made me even more insecure then i ever was and made me doubt that men had hearts within them. I doubted happy marriages and it ruined my fairytale ending wishes i was always raised with......

fyi... just in case u read anything i write and think i am mean or rude im not, honestly just alittle blunt... sorry