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I've always been self conciouss about my body. I have an apple shape body type and after 2 babies I ended up with a big stomach and saggy breasts. If I had the chance to get a Free cosmetic surgery, I would go the extra mile and fix myself up completely, specially in the upper/lower abdominal area (abdominoplasty), the flanks, upper and lower back. I would also have breast surgery to either lift or enlarge, depending on the doctor's recomendation.

My mother married a man that was EXTREMELY mean to me!! When I was "developing breasts" (which weren't anything to talk to about!!!!) my step-father would always call them "mosquito bits" which devastated me and has scarred me for life emotionally! I was put in a state home by my mother when I was 15 years old. I ran away from there because of how cruwel they were to me and met a man. I was a virgin and at age 16 years old I lost my virginity to him and became pregnant. I love my son but I honestly WILL NOT LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR when I take my bra off. I sleep in a bra cause I look disguisting!!!!!!! I can't afford to get to pay for the surgery because I am a single mom and I don't want or ask for help from his father! That way he has know rights to him!! (He was a very bad man) I just want to be able to look in the mirror without a shirt or bra on and smile!! I'm crying now because its SOOO painful for me to even think or talk about!! I'm doing this for me!! I just want to feel beautiful when I'm nude. I want to smile and say "Rachel you are beautiful and sexy" for once in my life!! I have dreamt about this for a VERY LONG TIME!! Can you help me? I would be indebted to you for a lifetime!!!