A Best Friend's Secret
Looking at you means a lot of closeness
‘have bond that friendship is always the horizon of heaven
The angel’s smile that was tattooed on my mind
I can almost hear every breath you take, feel every beat of your heart
It’s a damn afternoon since the eclipse darken the day
Where everything has came to its end and a start of something different
The moon and the sun collide and two links have to separate
But goin’ back to the old days, where everything was as clear as the blue sky
The laughter that fled the area of companionship
The endless stories, stories that seems to fly a million times
The shaggy dog story that malice itself set aside
The tears that shed in a gloomy road
The sweet concerns that glance even if it’s almost obscure
The silent stuff we carve up, knowing not if it’s black or white
After the eclipse, an immense realization blog my mind
I thought friends are just friends and no other feelings, JUST FRIENDS
That time was a strange feeling, emptiness
And I never told anyone about this funny, stupid nor can I say, damn sentiment for her
Just this time, to anonymous
In a rainy afternoon,
Everything turned 179 degrees
As the clock runs as fast as we chase it and as slow as we kill it
It always appear to be unusual, well it fact, it has to be real
Just a single detachment of thread in the old days
And everything will be fine
I forgot to disclose my crush on her, a friend of mine
I never had the courage to spill it out
Maybe I’m too afraid of rejection, or maybe unfavorable reaction,
Or to see her looking so funny and that will slap into my face.
I really don’t know.
I can feel the hardness of “WHAT IF” and the bitterness of regrets.
But I guess it’s never obvious, never been obvious or will never be obvious
A good dramatic actor lies on me.
Just Obvious in this crap
But one thing will never change,
The thing that I’m wishing for everyday
And I’m pretty sure
She’s happy right now, having a circle tied around her finger.