Goodbye is always the hardest part
I have loved you for years,
through the hurt and pain,
through the fights and disasters.
We have found a content place,
where we are good.
We are familiar with each other,
our body and souls.
Still I find something is missing.
I look at the window at night and ask,
"is this all?"
Our spark is gone,
Lust is left in our past.
I want to be in love with you.
But I'm not .
Times are getting harder.
We are coming up short.
I'm not happy.
You tell me we will have forever.
I smile and nod it off.
I don't know if I can take forever
To be honest this isn't easy.
The only way to say it is to say it .
Know that I want you to be happy,
more than anything.
I would never want to hurt you,
but I can't do this.