I Can't Trust You With My Heart

 I can't trust you with my heart, you've proved it so many times, everytime you hurt me and everytime you've lied. Whatever we had together, has now been torn apart, I can't go on loving someone I can't trust with my heart.

For all the lies you've told, for all my tears that you've watched fall. I gave you everything I had and I trusted you with it all. You promised me forever, I thought things were going well, I never knew that you weren't satisfied, now I'm going through hell.

You lay in other womens arms and tasted the scent of their flesh, I guess I never crossed crossed your mind as you wrapped with them emeshed. The funny thing is, it doesn't hurt the way I thought it would, I can't trust you with my heart, I guess I never should.

You've done everything to me that a man could ever do, after all the trust that i so freely gave when I believed in you. But I can't trust you with my heart, you've made that very clear, the pain, the anger and the rage is all thats left for me here.

I can't trust you with my heart, I never will again. You threw it all away, I can't even be your friend. You shattered all the trust that I had in you, you did things to me that I should have never allowed you to.

They always say what goes around comes around, I hope that part is true. I hope everything you've done to me, comes back ten times to you. It's not the revenge, that I will find so sweet. Maybe I just want to get even, for all you've done to me.

I can't trust you with my heart, the reality is sad, but i won't spend time crying, I'm too damn fighting mad.

So now that it's over, your world will fall apart. All because you lied to me, I can't trust you with my heart.

 

 

 

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florencenahon 3 years ago from Spain/ France

Lovely. We've all been through this... Smile, I'm sure he thinks you are special, but men are just...men...

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zabada2008@hotmail.com 3 years ago

wowo that is great i like it ..


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christalluna1124 4 years ago from Dallas Texas Author

Never give in, never give up.


4 years ago

I ggive in


Justsilvie 6 years ago

Great Poem. Can relate!


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christalluna1124 6 years ago from Dallas Texas Author

do not fear,

sorry it took me so long to answer your comment. I have been in a depressive state for a few months and do not function well until I come out of it. I am so glad you enjoyed the poetry and can find some of it in your heart.

warmest regards,

chris


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donotfear 6 years ago from The Boondocks

I can relate to this very well. You write with a lot of depth. Good writing.


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christalluna1124 6 years ago from Dallas Texas Author

Sue and James,

Thanks so much for the comments. I hope things are going well for you. I really do believe that broken hearts can be mended. Trust, thats a little harder.

Warmest regards,

Chris


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James A Watkins 6 years ago from Chicago

It always pains me to hear of yet another episode of people putting each other through mental anguish, which can be worse than physical pain. I am sorry to hear that this has happened to you, dear.


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Sue1226 6 years ago from Dallas, Texas

Chris I find your words so meaningful, for I have done the very thing I trusted my heart yet again to someone who I thought could be true only to realize I can't, even though he has not been in others arms I know he wish he was when he looks at pictures of other women. So I know where your coming from and I stand behind you and those same thoughts.


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christalluna1124 6 years ago from Dallas Texas Author

Thanks Strickly,

I enjoy writing poetry, it is good therapy for the soul. I belive the ones you write that express real feelings are the best ones, though at times the hardest to write.

warmest regards,

Chris


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stricktlydating 6 years ago from Australia

Wow, you put your feelings into words so well.

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