My Sweet Man

Breathless Anticipation


My heart races with the anticipation of your arrival. I can barely stand it as every moment that passes feels like an eternity. I wait and I watch for you. I hear your approach and it causes a tingle to pass over me entirely. I once told you that you make me shimmer. God I loved the look on your face when I told you that, and your mouth betrayed you with a subtle smile of complete satisfaction.


You pass through my door, and I shut it behind you. I turn my face up to yours, and time stands still as every molecule of air that I breathe in saturates every part of me. I breathe you in, I breathe life in. God how I love you. You are in every part of me. I have excluded you from nothing that I am. You are always there, in every part of me, so much so that I cannot separate myself from you. I don't know where I end and you begin.


We are in our world. It is the safest place on earth to me. It's where you and I are one, and no one interferes. We show ourselves to each other with joyful abandon. Precious pieces of time that compare to none other. You reach out to me and wrap yourself around me, and I feel as though I melt into you. The moment you touch your lips to mine is miraculous in every way. It is the highest of highs, and I am amazed every time. Every single time.


Clinging to each other, we make our way across the room. The anticipation of what is to come makes my heart beat a thousand times per minute. Maybe faster. Yes, I am sure it is faster. You are so strong and beautiful, and I freely give myself to you. As I stand there and look into your eyes, I cannot imagine a day in my life that you would not return to my arms. I told you once that you are my sweet man, and a blush came across your face. You told me that you are not sweet, and I said, ah, but you are to me. You make my soul sing.

© 2012 Bella Nina

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saddlerider1 5 years ago

I just noticed you are following me, thus it brought me here to this wonderful, deliciously romantic scribe. Oh the feeling to feel the embrace, to be one for seconds, minutes, hours in time. When two people really LOVE one another and feel each others heart beat as one, then nothing can penetrate that moment spent together, even if just for a short time. I felt your love, thank you for sharing your heart here. Hugs from a new friend.


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Bella Nina 5 years ago from USA Author

I am already your fan saddler, and so your lovely comment on my hub is deeply appreciated and very much inspiring!! I look forward to reading many more of your writings, and appreciate so much that you paused to read some of mine. Hugs to you as well my new friend.


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Vinaya Ghimire 5 years ago from Nepal

Inhibited with passion love becomes lust. Nice work.


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Bella Nina 5 years ago from USA Author

Thank you Vinaya. I want to lust for the man that I love like this. Precious desires fulfilled are life-giving, and are incredible blessings. Thank you for reading.


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homesteadbound 4 years ago from Texas

The love you describe with your eloquent words is a love that many desire, but few find. But when found ...

To be consumed by such a love is a blessing to be cherished.Your words have touched me so and left me wanting to read more.


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Bella Nina 4 years ago from USA Author

@homesteadbound ~ thank you so very much for your wonderful comment. I am so blessed and humbled. Please read more of my work and give me feedback if you care to do so. I always appreciate that, and I am so happy when the hearts of others connect to what I have shared.

Thanks again! Have a great 2012!!

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