you ever just find yourself in a deep thought...
ever just shake ya head at the things flowing thru your mind...
the good, the bad, the pretty, the ugly...
what are these thoughts...
are they in fact un-opened feelings...
or can we just say they are random words... silent words...
i'm a gemini...
i always say that i am a true gem...
guess that could be a good or bad thing however you may see it...
thoughts flow that can change my aura within seconds...
lately i have been on this 'self love'...
it's been a 'thought' in my head for quite some time...
but to actually follow thru with this thought or shall i say thoughts
was not easy...
in fact i think i enjoyed the challenge that some thoughts gave me...
what's that word again...
the one where you portray something to the unknown...
my mind cant figure it out right now but i know you are thinking on it...
anyhow that's what i became good at in my lifetime....
till now....
it's so easy to portray being 'happy'...
it's even easier to trick yourself with these thoughts
of what you may think you are/want...
but in the end...
or shall i say in the new beginning...
you come to terms to what's real and what's fake...
you scatter and rearrange these thoughts in your head...
lay it out to where you realize what is the best for YOU...
and in that moment...
that very moment...
whether you are home on your pc...
driving in your car...
at the stores...
wherever it may be...
but that moment when those thoughts become more of empowerment for
the 'real' you...
that i can say is the best thought/feeling ever...
and it's in those thoughts that run thru your mind that you can
begin to see the light...
"thoughts have power... thoughts are energy... you can make your world
or break it by your own thinking..."
I AM CHOOSING TO MAKE MY WORLD!
