INFIDELITY AND FREEDOM

 You cheated on me. Did you think I wouldn't know? Did you think that you could hide it and it wouldn't show? I gave you my everything, all I had to give, you took everything from me, even the desire to live.

I hope shes someone special, that she makes you feel brand new. I hope she loves and cares for you the way I used to do. I hope that you can sleep at night and not dream of my face, that the memories that we shared have all been erased.

Did you think I wouldn't notice the new way that you dress, even when you go to work, you have to impress. You think that she's so perfect, I will laugh when you wake up, and find she's just another woman, or maybe something worse.

You took everything I had, and didn't give a damn, all the times I needed you you never were around. You took me for granted because I was always there, to pick up the pieces, you knew that I cared.

The way I feel right now, is like standing in the rain. I feel clean, refreshed and happy, like I can live again. Did you think that I would cry and beg you to stay? Suprise little darling, Now I'm walking away.

You cheated on me and didn't care how much it would hurt, I should have saw it coming, you were always just a flirt. I knew one day it would happen and that I would wind up hurt. But I'll get though the pain like I always do, I'll learn to be without a heart the way I learned from you.

I knew form the beginning, but you never guessed, for years its been so empty. our lives such as mess. I could feel her in between us, every time we touched,but I tried so hard to work it out, I loved you that much.

So now its time to say goodbye as each one of walks away, theres nothing left between us, no last words to say.

 

 

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I never had a Doubt, I always Knew.

 All the times that you worked late, all the times that you layed out, I knew that you were cheating, I never had a doubt. I knew all the signs, I knew for so long, but i reached the point I didn't care, I'd rather be alone.

You can never leave your past behind, that's something I now know, but you'll never see my pain because I'll never let it show. You see I've already given up, nothing left to hold on to. No more you and I, no more me and you.

I always tried to build you up, while you tore me down. I hung on as long as I could, never making a sound. I tried to make you happy, I tried to make you smile, but it gets old sometimes and you give up after awhile.

You thought I'd never know, did you think I was that dumb? You traded me for someone new, more popular, more young. I hope you know what you have done and what you threw away. Once I knew you cheated, I knew I couldn't stay.

Good-bye I hope your happy and you never regret the loss, I gave you my everything, no matter what the cost.

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James A Watkins 6 years ago from Chicago

Well. This Hub has power. Great sadness is conveyed—and it should be. Betrayal and treachery are as old as man. But the hurts are renewed time after time. Thank you for writing this.


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christalluna1124 6 years ago from Dallas Texas Author

My online family at hubpages give me hope, inspiration,and the ability to keep creating, even the days i don't feel like it.

Thanks, I cherish each and everyone of you.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS,

Chris


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fastfreta 6 years ago from Southern California

How heart wrenching. I hope these hubs give you some relief.


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dashingscorpio 6 years ago

Excellent!


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christalluna1124 6 years ago from Dallas Texas Author

Tammy,

Thanks a million. Its a easy way for me to get hubs written and do my journal therapy at the same time. Don't work too hard today.

Happy Holidays,

Warmest regards,

Chris


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Tammy Lochmann 6 years ago

Your Poems are really great!

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