My love letters to you... a memory

We Got Stuck Together...

My First Letter

I've been trying to figure out the best thing to do on this predicaments you brought me into.

You're a nice person. I can't break your heart. I'm so thankful and grateful for the acceptance your family has shown me.

Let's not get so hooked with each other. I want to take things slow. Don't be impulsive, understand that God has reasons for everything that is happening in our lives. If you want to be happy, leave everything to God. Don't try to plead nor please God to give you your whims and desires instead pray that God will give you what you truly deserve.

I do love you and I'm afraid that I might wake up one day apart from you. I don't know if I can still withstand another heartache. I've been through a lot of pains and God has been my sole withness. You're much blessed than me, so treasure every person you have in your life now, open your heart to forgiveness and accept that no one is to blame for the pains you went through in your past. Open you self to humility and allow God to work His plans on you. After all, we were created to love and serve God.

Take care of our relationship. If we end up apart at the end of this journey, my heart will break but I will never sigh because I know which ever path we go, It was all Gods plan!

A Love Letter

Firstly let me thank you for the good things you have done to me, with out you I wouldn't have reached this far. You have helped me grow and help build my self confidence. You were always there to catch me when ever I feel weak and almost to give up although for many times your approach have placed me more in dismay but I really appreciate everything that you have wished for me. I know your heart is pure for me but I wanna telll you that there are things in life that you have failed to see or maybe we were both blinded by our selfish desires.

We started this relationship without giving each other the chance to show who we really are inside. I have nothing against you. I admit I wasn't that warmth on you when you came in to my life but you still pursue to win my approval. The more I came to know you, the deeply I have become attached to you and the stronger this feelings have grown. I am so in love with you right now that my heart is breaking seeing you growing apart from me everyday. We live in a world that devides us everyday with walls of misunderstanding and pride.

You always tell me that you have become the person whom I have taught you to be. Aye, you are a different "you" right now compared from the past months I have known you, I appreciate every changes I see in you and I appreciate every time you try to reach my expectations just to please me. I have loved you because of what I have come know about you and not of what I am expecting to see in you. I don't know if you are really changing or maybe you are just starting to be bold on me.

You're not perfect as I always wish my man would be, but walah! this perfect seeker woman has come to accept you and your past with open arms, please don't let this moment proved me wrong in giving you the chance to be a part of my life. I always want what's best for both us.

Everyday, a feeling of emptiness is growing inside me. The love that I used to cherished with you is withering like the rose that you gave me leaving the torns that unnoticingly pricks my myocardium. I don't know if I could still withstand this pain I'm feeling but my heart is really breaking at this moment. I'm not sure if this relationship will still grow and I don't know how long I could resist your treatment on me. I don't wanna live in pain and I don't want to live in regret neither. I could give you up if I want to and start a new life alone but I have the choice to wether accept the man you have become or warn you on the consequences your actions may lead our relationship into. I have wasted many of my time to manny man who were not supposed to be a part of my life and I don't want to spend the rest of life wishing and hoping what a wonderful life would it be spending the rest of my days with you.

I never thought I could fall inlove this way again. I never expected God to bless me with such a great man like you and I never imagined feeling this pain again. I fell in love with you because of the beautiful things you have shown me, I love you for being so patient with me. I love you for being so caring for me. I love you because you have filled the emptiness inside me,I love you for being demanding on me. I love you for being impulsive on me,I love you for wanting me close to you all the time. I miss the old YOU!!!

If you were just trying to impress me in the past, please impress me again.

This Was How We Were

You Loved This Song so Well After We Watched This Movie That You Downloaded It the Following Day...

You Always Want Me to Sing This Song for You

This Is Always Your First Pick and I Love It When You Sing It for Me

Seeing you go

The day you left me, i knew it then that it will be the last time I'd ever feel your kisses and embraces.

I cried. My heart were torn into pieces. Every places I go, just kept reminding me of you. It was the hardest torment I ever faced in my life that I have to give up my job and the beautiful life I have in replace of my denials. I was a total wreck after you go.

Somehow, I came to tame my fears and hold on to the dreams we have shared. Each day, I became content of the distance and have placed my faith unto you. Maybe I was too blind to see that what I consider precious will soon come to an end.

The tears that I long avoided to acknowledge has suddenly became my sole niche of comfort. I lived each day on "why's and why's". I couldn't understand the reason you have to break my heart very soon. I couldn't understand why it has to end this way. I couldn't understand anything. My mind refuses to understand and my heart refuses to accept.

Each day, my heart is cast with unbearable pain. I need reasons. I want logical reasons why you have to thrashed away the beautiful things we have shared.

At last, after many nights of wonderings, the pain came to pass. My eyes are dry now. I am ready to move on. The best way to move on is to let go. Letting go is my unspoken word of telling I love you!
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...when you love someone as much as I love you...

.... The day you left me, i knew it then that it will be the last time I'd ever feel your kisses and embraces but I still let you go.

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shegarlynn 7 years ago from United States

Nice hub's,thank's for enviting me here, now I'm busy working on it! God bless, ang take care for your self.


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phoebe180 5 years ago from Philippines Author

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azilanna 5 years ago from saudi arabia

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Tara 3 years ago

My ex and I broke up two months ago. I regretted breaking up with him and apologized a few days after the breakup but he wouldn't take me back. One month later,i got into a relationship with another guy(who was a friend of mine)and changed my status on fb. He then blocked me. I broke up with that other guy almost one week after Because I felt like I had feelings to my ex still and I messaged him saying I broke up with my new boyfriend because I still had feelings for him,but he did not reply and I stopped contacting him ever since. Just two days ago,he unblocked me(he had me blocked for nearly 20 days)and I messaged him on fb asking how he is doing and all. He was talking to me in short sentences and in a very formal way. The last thing we messaged was me asking how his work was and he hasn't replied after I messaged him asking him out for a movie and he said he was busy that night. So I messaged "i just wanted to see that movie and wanted to ask you if you wanted to come along. But its ok" he did not reply :(so i messaged him tonight saying i miss talking to him and he did not reply. i cry all day all night i told my friend Tinaya what should i do she told me there is a man on internet helping and building people relationship she gave me his email and i contact Dr Eromusela, dreromuselaspelltemple@gmail.com and explain every thing that happen to him and Dr told me not to worry that every thing is going to be fine that he is going to cast a love spell that will renew the relationship after the casting of the spell i saw a text message on my fb saying that he still love me. thank be to dreromuselaspelltemple@gmail.com for building and renewing my relationship you can contact his e-mail over there.


stevathy 2 years ago

i love steven so much


Kenny 14 months ago

Add Your Comment..I'm a lovable person and I believe so much in love but the heart breaks remain my worst fear because I love with everything in me?

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