Do You Feel Like You Are Surrounded by Evil?

Surrounded by Malevolence...
Surrounded by Malevolence...

I think we have all experienced the feeling of being suddenly and unexpectedly beset by perplexing but purposeful, deliberate, and hateful attacks on our lives.

Our ability to locate the source of the attacks and comprehend the reason for them all depends on how perceptive we are and how in tune we are to the "vibrations" emitted by those around us. Many times it is difficult to pinpoint where the attacks are coming from...

Attacks by evil people that you know generally follow a sequence something like this: Things are going along pretty good. Maybe we just got a new job, or a raise, met a new friend, finally paid off some of those bills that were bugging us, did a home repair we were longing to do, getting along great with everyone - everything is going along smoothly and peacefully.

Then all of a sudden, everywhere we turn, everything is all screwed up. We get fired from our job because someone called them and bad-mouthed us, our friends suddenly all hate us for no apparent reason and attack us and talk bad about us behind our backs, we wake up to a car whose engine blows up or has four flat tires, enemies appear out of nowhere, and we can not afford to pay our bills because we have to pay for all the "catastrophes" that require our immediate attention - and cash!

Sometimes we blame it on "bad luck". And sometimes it is just that. Coincidences, or just plain bad luck. Maybe it is our "karma", or "life lessons" that we must learn in order to make us better people that is catching up to us. It's good if we can understand things this way, and work through the bad spell until things gradually get better. Sometimes we come out of it as better people for having had to deal with the contra temps.

It's sometimes a blessing if the bad things really ARE caused by chance or coincidence.

What I am talking about here, however, is when you know for a fact that people around you have suddenly turned into hateful, spiteful, demon-possessed monsters who want nothing more than your total destruction.

And no, I am not schizophrenic, nor delusional. I am perceptive, though, and unfortunately, I do know people who are around me, who truly are evil. These are people who pretend they are your "friends", and who have your "best interests" in mind. Really, though, they are just marking time, gathering "information" that they can use against you later to destroy your entire life.

Usually, you have a pretty good idea who these people are. In the back of your mind, you know that they can not be trusted. That they really don't care a thing about you - don't care about anyone but themselves. You suspect that if you ever stumbled and fell, they would kick you on their way past, after trampling over you and taking everything they could get from you while you were down. And you would be right in suspecting this. They would prefer you were dead, that you lose everything you own, and they would kill you if they could. They are most definitely NOT your friends.

You can feel the evil just emanating out of their pores. It is a vile presence that surrounds them wherever they go. Maybe all people can't feel this. But I can. There are some people whose emanations are so evil that I literally can not tolerate being in the same building with them. The evil they exude is that strong - it is overpowering and knocks the breath out of you!

Most of us live in a rather protective fashion, to shield ourselves from the machinations of the evil ones who surround us. For example, we don't give out our credit card numbers, nor our bank account numbers. We lock our house and car doors, some perhaps sleep with a gun next to them at night. We shred our personal documents and watch behind ourselves when we are driving or out walking at night. We do not tell everyone all of our real personal business, especially if it is something that could be used against us in some fashion.

But this is not always enough to protect us from the ones around us who wish us evil. They are very clever at biding their time, and they are observing and waiting until they are ready to strike. They have insidious ways of collecting the information they need to destroy you. Most of the time you are not even aware that they are doing it - and you never put the pieces together until long after they have already slit your throat, like taking a lamb to slaughter. Then you figure it out afterwards.

These purveyors of chaos and destruction work in darkness and stealth, hiding behind smiling or concerned faces. They don't want you to know where the knife came from when it appears sticking out of your back. But usually, if you review the past somewhat, you will easily be able to know who the evil culprit of your present mess is, and exactly how it was orchestrated. These people are very good at covering their crimes and you will rarely, if ever, be able to gather the evidence necessary to have them prosecuted for the things they do to you.

What is even more terrifying, is that if you are unlucky enough to know more than one of these detestable individuals (and most of us do) you may have noticed that they seem to have some kind of radar which causes them all to attack at the same time.

So, after a long period of relative peace and quiet, you will suddenly be beset by concerted attacks coming from every direction. The chaos and destruction will come at you from all over - your whole life will be contaminated with evil, problems, and attacks on you, your family, and your home.

I know a few of these evil people like this. Unfortunately they are not all people I can get away from - a couple of them are members of my own family. I feel like they are all in cahoots, and their evil doings masterminded by a higher power of pure evil. They are like piranhas. When one smells blood, they all attack at once and feast crazily on your remains.

The evil attacks and destruction perpetrated by these individuals, and the pure evil energy they direct towards me, literally makes me physically ill and gives me horrendous, terrifying nightmares. I get so stressed and upset that it makes my chest and head hurt, my left side goes numb, and I shake from head to toe. Forget eating anything or relaxing. Sleep is out of the question. You just sit there: wondering what new calamity they will direct towards you next! You know they are going to do it, you just don't know where it will strike next.

How do people get so evil in the first place? It seems like these people just sit in their houses, plotting and conniving about how to do other people in, constantly. What kind of a mind would think like this in the first place? I confess that I have no ability whatsoever to comprehend what motivates these people. What is their point, or their goal? Just to cause needless harm and damage to those who have done nothing to them? For what reason? They seem to gloat over others' troubles and misfortunes and laugh gleefully when others suffer.

Do you know anyone like this? How do you deal with it? Can their behavior be explained by saying that they are possessed by the devil, and he is controlling and directing them? Are they Satan's minions? Are you being attacked because you are a child of God, who loves you, and that's why they hate you?

I have tried distancing myself from the people - it doesn't work. They still come after you. The more you tell them to stay away and to leave you alone, and that you want nothing to do with them, the more it seems to anger them, the more determined they become, and the more hatred and damage they spew.

One of those of whom I am speaking has been attacking me since I was 4 years old, and even though I have put 850 miles between us, the victimization continues unabated...

I do pray. I will continue to pray for guidance and protection. I don't know what else to do.

They are like demons on the war path!
They are like demons on the war path!

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Ghost Whisper 77 6 years ago from The U.S. Government protects Nazi War Criminals

Yes-evil deeds are meant to destroy your faith-your life-and yes, I believe that evil works through people.

But remember this my dear friend. God is most powerful-even over satan and his minions. If these things are happening to you, be assured that God is allowing it to happen to you.(These attacks) God could stop this easily if he wanted to. For within those attacks-God wants you to know something-possibly come closer to him? Only you will know this.

Give no power to these day to day attacks that seemingly work through others.Turn toward God and goodness anyway--regardles of what others do and say. Have faith and believe that God exists and God is there with you!

In my life, I feel that God allowed these things for a very important reason--God stripped me of everything that was ever important to me...to build me, design me into what I am today-and what God wants me to be. I am thankful for every bad thing, every evil assault, because I have become VERY close to GOD because of these things.

Peace my friend.


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Universal Laws 6 years ago from UNIVERSE

From a parallel universe!!!!!!!! God does not do things to you nor do things just happen to you!!!

Take a deep breath you two, put your attention on your breath for 10 minutes, connect with who you really are, then tell the story. We are all powerful beings who host the God/higher power and create our reality day by day.

Happy new year and goodbye to the blame game,

Namaste

Linda at UNIVERSAL LAWS


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MagicStarER 6 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

Thanks for reading Ghost Whisper - Yes, I know that God is stronger. I always rely on him and he protects me. Which is why they have not been able to destroy me, though they have tried. One of the reasons why God may permit this is that they are being allowed to heap judgment on their own heads.

Thanks for reading, Universal Laws. Not everything can be brushed aside as "something we caused to happen ourselves" by our attitudes or our own actions. As a Christian, I do believe there is a God and a Satan, and there is good and evil. People make the choice which to serve, and which force will power their lives and their actions.

There is no "blame game". I take full responsibility for my own actions. But, in my book, those who commit cruelties and destroy others are doing wrong, and their actions should not be glossed over as "we must have caused it somehow". They should be held responsible for the wrongs they do to others.

Whether or not they are "controlled by Satan" or by principles of evil is debatable, according to your religious beliefs. I believe they are, though.

There really are evil people who do evil things to others to hurt and destroy them for no reason other than for the sake of doing it. What they do to their victims has nothing to do with whether we have "deserved" it or not. But more to do with their lack of morals, their greediness, selfishness, cruelty, envy, sadism, or what have you. They victimize others. And breathing deep is not going to change them, nor will it stop them from attacking and victimizing others. I don't think you have ever known anyone like this. I pray you never do.

I don't need to breathe in and out to know who I am. I know that I am a child of God, and that I believe in what is good and right, and not in harming others, but helping them. Those who do not possess these characteristics themselves hate those who do and attack us without ceasing.

I could write a volume of books about the actual doings, but I am sure no one wants to hear it, and would not believe it anyway...

I don't mean to be rude or short with you. Truly I don't. I guess most people really have not known anyone like what I am talking about, and don't know what they are capable of.


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Ghost Whisper 77 6 years ago from The U.S. Government protects Nazi War Criminals

Great answer!Rockon!

You are correct. Evil works through others, it is seemingly sweeping the world and as a believer in God, it was forwarned that this would happen. We that believe know that evil will corrupt, destroy and seduce man into abandoning God. I will never abandon God-regardless of what the world does and what man will try to make us do against God.

Stay firm in your beliefs and love for God, no matter what and no matter who tells you otherwise, only listen to God!


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MagicStarER 6 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

We have been warned about the way people will become in the last days. But still, it is always so painful and shocking to be the victim of this.

Doesn't the below exactly describe the way people have become?

2 Timothy 3:1 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.

2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,

3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,

4 Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;

5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.

Romans 1:28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;

29 Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,

30 Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,

31 Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:

32 Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them


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alekhouse 6 years ago from Louisville, Kentucky

So sorry you feel this way. I can't say that I do very often; I choose the people I come in contact with very carefully.


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RNMSN 6 years ago from Tucson, Az

I read an article from magicstarer that made me really think about 1)why i take the antidepressandts and both crave and go after my mothers and my sons love and forgiveness even if it is never given amd why I am so bitter that the one who gave me life prefers the one who is the alcoholic and drug addict more than the other 4 children who need her help and love 2) why my own son does not love me but is in grave danger I fear of making the same mistakes I have prior to med and true therapeutic help 3) what I have to do is stay focused, try not to lose my temper, try not to get so badly in the bottom of my inner pain that I cant even go find my david to pull me back to reality again and most of all...remember haha that baby girl has threatened NOT to allow medcure to take my body and she will bury it in the ground FOREVER!!! plus probably get a ouija board and make me tell her what the afterlife is really like!!

haha

but her is the loop to magicstarer..all who love please write and show your love

http://hubpages.com/religion-philosophy/Do-You-Fee...


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MagicStarER 6 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

To alekhouse: Thanks for stopping by. I'm so glad you are free of the presence of harassment in your life! I only really feel like I'm personally surrounded by evil when actually being harassed.

Sometimes I admit I do feel like the whole world and everybody in it is either crazy or evil, though. When I see all the stuff being done in the world... Where is the love???? I get very depressed sometimes just thinking about the magnitude of the evil being done in the world, and all the suffering... I try not to think about it - I had to quit looking at all the pictures of starving children, war-torn countries, and abandoned and abused pets - I just can't take it anymore. When I try to sleep at night, when I close my eyes, all I can see is the faces... And there is nothing I can do.


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MagicStarER 6 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

To RNMSN: Poor baby. I suspect your very good sense of humor is what keeps you going. Why DO we seek love and approval from where we already know it is not forthcoming? I keep saying I will not do it anymore... I think this time I will really follow through. Depression = a manifestation of a lack of love and support!!!!


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Universal Laws 6 years ago from UNIVERSE

Send love to those that you see and talk of as not coming from love. Do not criticise them, blame them, this will not help, do as Jesus would have done, love them.


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itakins 6 years ago from Irl

MagicStarEr-

I could totally empathise with this -there are people -often family members who appear to lack any moral sense whatsoever; it's not a blame game-it's a stark reality.One thing I would say is -as these people appear to have 'unquiet' spirits,and are harmful to you mentally ,and spiritually-pray for them-create a distance-in time they will actually run out of 'nasty inspirations'and leave you alone.

It will get better-sadly they may prey on someone else.


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PastorAndrew 6 years ago from Detroit

Evil people are evil because they follow after their own greed. They are evil because the choose not to care when they have a responsibility to. But we all were enemies to God until we come to God on His terms, through the blood of Jesus. He forgave us. He loves us even though we have sometimes hated Him.

So, we love even though they hate because as Jesus forgives us, we learn to forgive them.


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Micky Dee 6 years ago

Thank you for this hub. It hurts a bit recalling betrayals and the apathy that surrounds us. One of my latest hubs, "Clothes Make The Man" is instructional. It is also pointing out the fallacy of "looks over content". Tall people make more money, etc. I'm with MLK. The content of one's character should trump "appearance". Too many people are chameleons. They blend in, dress to impress, and deceive. Then people are apathetic about injustice. Our courts need an overhaul. There is too much evidence to support this "fact". I guess we have to believe that somehow justice will prevail. A lot us cannot behave the way some people do. We know that it's unnatural. It's against the moral compass that is inside. There has to be a reckoning. Take care.


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MagicStarER 6 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

All, basically, seem to be saying to "forgive", "send love", but try as hard as I can, there are some people I just can't go so far as to "send them love". I can barely forgive them, and the best I can do is to turn them over to God and let him deal with them. Pastor Andrew, I have always loved Jesus and never hated him - I understood all your comment except that one part... I wish I could be as loving and forgiving as Jesus. But he is way lots better at it than I am. Sometimes I find myself thinking that some people just don't deserve forgiving - they are just too evil. I don't know how Jesus can forgive them either. I know that this is not right but can't seem to help it.


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Artin2010 6 years ago from Northwestern Florida, Gulfcoast

Know exactly what you mean here. most excellently described I might add. Our suffering is their pleasure it seems like.

I now start everyday spending my waking up time with Gods word and Coffee just try and get the strength and courage to face whatever the day is bringing. If God goes with me to my troubles, I know He will go through them with me and every trial I suffer through in this body He knows about it, that's for sure. You have done a good service here, God Bless.


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MagicStarER 6 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

To Artin2010 - Thanks for reading and for your heartening comment. I completely understand waking up and asking God to help you face the day. I guess I am mostly just venting here - kinda hoping that maybe someone else here would commiserate and tell me what they did to stop someone like this. I've tried just about everything I can think of, but the harassment continues as it has for years...


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tipperary 6 years ago

Such evil in the world. My young daughter went through a hard time recently. She met up with this girl who most people avoid because when the other girls copped on to her not been a nice person and ended their friendship she then terrorised them. Fearing this would happen to my daughter i advised her not to befriend her, would she listen, NO!. Soon after my daughter decided she didn't want to be with her anymore and what followed then was a year of torment. She bullied her and said bad things about her and at times met her off her school bus with a bunch of hooligans and intimidated her. I advised her to ignore her completely and finally after a long time when she was getting no reaction she stopped.

Things like this do happen but thankfully for us it ended. It must be an awful situation to find yourself in.

Best wishes and i wish you peace and happiness in the days ahead!


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Niteriter 6 years ago from Canada

I hope it brings you some comfort to know that, despite the torment you are suffering in your personal life, there are people in the world who think highly of you. Your presence on HubPages, for instance, is a blessing to many; the evidence is in the supportive comments that flow toward you.

I regret that I am unqualified to offer advice but I do hope you find the courage to see this through to a pleasant outcome.


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Wesman Todd Shaw 6 years ago from Kaufman, Texas

*voted UP*


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Wealthmadehealthy 6 years ago from Somewhere in the Lone Star State

How well I am able to relate to this hub. The evil is all around us...and yes I can tell you why....the closer you are to God and His Son, Jesus, the more attacks you will face. Evil nor anything bad comes from Him, but from the dark one who consistently tries to destroy our faith in good. If I told you how many evil attacks I have faced from people just as you describe above, it would fry your hair. I just know in my heart that..."....vengence is Mine, saith the Lord...." and in due process of time whether in this life or the next, they will server their just rewards.....It is a little inconvenient waiting tho...


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MagicStarER 6 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

To Wesman Shaw: :) Thank you!

To Wealthmadehealthy: Thank you for reading, and "Well said!"


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MagicStarER 6 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

To tipperary: I am sorry your daughter and you had to go through all that. And I am glad nothing really bad happened and that it is over now! There are people out there, that you should not go anywhere near at all, because if you do, you regret it dearly.

To Niteriter: Awww, thanks. I can't say I feel exactly "tormented" - "Angry" is more like it... Thanks for stopping by! :)


moto minister 6 years ago

MaticStarER,

You ask if other people can feel evil. From my experience and knowledge, when a person has Holy Spirit from God, and understands how to operate it- you will clearly be able to know whether a person shows the Fruit of the Spirit or if they walk by the Works of the Flesh.

Many people silently yearn to fill a void in their heart, yet they do not know what it is. They try many things to cover it up or make it go away. Often, these things, which include wicked, hateful, hurtful, slanderous, jealous behavior (just to name a few)- are clearly laid out in Gods word as being works of the flesh.

From reading your post, it does seem like you have the spirit of God in your life. :)

I found a resource that can help show people how to recognize the 'source' behind people's motives and behaviors. I found it helpful. Maybe it will be of value to you and others. http://www.gods-word-first.org/biblestudycd/fruit-...


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MagicStarER 6 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

To Moto Minister - thanks for reading and for your comment, also thanks for the link, I will surely look at it!


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IntuitiveGirl 5 years ago from Northern IL

MagicStarER~ when I was reading what you wrote it was if i was reading my own thoughts. It is nice to know that I am not the only one who thinks like this.....I can completely relate to what you are going through. For me it is really sad that the people in my life that are mostly evil are my childs father and his fiancé. The devil has been trying to take my soul for years because he knows I was special (one of the few that are the chosen ones) a child from God. I have to admit though years and years of this abuse I am not feeling as strong as I am known to be for what I have endured...I think I have reached my limit , but then I realize wow.....the devil is winning if I think and feel that......I guess I really need God more in my life and that some how the devil has gotten to me lately more than he has ever.....I love God and naver stopped but I admit that something allowed me to get somewhat away from him compared to before. I still am the same person who is very careing and selfless , but the attacks after years is getting to me finally.


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MagicStarER 5 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

We need to understand that Satan hates those whom God loves, and will always attack us. We are not better than Jesus, and what they did to him, they will also do to us. Jesus never said we would have a life without suffering and hardship. But he did say he would be with us. The battle has already been won by Jesus when he triumphed over death and evil. Hope this helps, Intuitive. Love to you!


aloneagainstevil1 4 years ago

I dont know what to do anymore. Im tierd I cannot tell others of what's going on with me due to they think Im crazy. Alot of people dont understand how others can be so cruel. The ones that have been attacking me state I need medication , your crazy, what are you smoking crack, hey nut job on and on. So much deceit & harrassment . Im broken down where some days I just dont care to live in this world full of so much evil. I was attacked after my father passed away. A man had hurt me physically, turned my friend against me , created havoc upon me through others where it feels like Im constantly in a fighting battle with one of them . Im always having to defend myself and it has gotten to the point of emotional distress . My moods are up and down all the time, I rarely have an appetite my hair started to fall out and I have not been whom I was since everything has happened. I try to move on with my life , I cannot even have a friend because as soon as i meet someone, one of those vulchers are on their tales making up stories about me where Im again having to defend myself to someone that I just meet. Rather it be a date or just meeting some people in a resturant and planning on making some future outting plans. I feel trapped scared and Im to the point now that Im mad over everything that has taken place. I need support and understanding from those that have ever been in this situ , I need to know how to get this evil away from me .


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MagicStarER 4 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

The only way is to move away from where they are and not tell them where you are, and start over again. Also, pray for them and for yourself - that God would protect you. He will do it.


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QuirkyMooki 4 years ago from United states

Stay strong, Stay perspective and careful just like you are..But remember to enjoy life a bit... And most importantly Stay true to yourself and Keep the faith in whatever you hold dear to your heart. My thoughts are going out to you and please pray That I can listen to my own advice as well.


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MagicStarER 4 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

Thanks, QuirkyMooki! ::heart::


Alchemiss27 4 years ago from pennsylvania

I have question for you MagicStarEr: did these comments help you with how you feel ? and did it answer your question on what to do ?

after reading your HUB and the comments that follows i feel relieved to know it's not just me and that i don't have these medical conditions doctors like to diagnose if they can't explain what it is,,,, like depression and anxiety. i have this feeling MagicStarEr that we are chosen children of GOD and some of us will fight and others will heal I'm glad to meet all of you !!!!!


hardened77 3 years ago

This is a great post! I feel that you get it and are very intuitive. I searched this topic because I am going through an unfortunate episode right now that seemed to creep up on me. I have no idea when it started, but I am staying strong and take st. john's wort when it gets to be too much. I never noticed that it would come in waves then nothing and then endless hatred. You are right... they are vultures. I like to think of knocking them down one at a time. Except it usually takes a tremendous amount of attempts. You have to deal with them each differently and it can be so exhausting. I am planning on moving to another state as I cannot deal here anymore. But i have to remember to keep it mum otherwise i'll be a bigger target. We are from God and they are from i don't know where...Hell maybe. Let's keep fighting and maybe the world will begin to slowly change in our favor...as God intended it.


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MagicStarER 3 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

The best things to do are to put lots of distance between you and the perpetrator(s) and to focus on being positive and doing positive things in your own life. It does get better, so just keep your chin up and hang in there.


Seekerofgood 2 years ago

WOW!!! The BEST, most Honest and Striking article I have read in a very long time. I could not find any information about the Evil Attack on Good except this article and it was enough. It simply validated everything I truly believe. While I am sorry that You too have suffered the Exact same feelings and happenings as I, One can only be comforted that we are not alone in feeling and knowing that there is a Greater Evil that can be explained or imagined and that the events you describe are so real to others. This DOES happen for NO reason especially when we are living an honest, humble and grateful life with a goodness of heart that we know cannot be blamed on our own doings. These events happen in mass and cause great destruction seemingly all at ONE point in time. We KNOW there are forces at work but cannot explain them. We feel them. We feel the negative energy that surrounds us while we are fine tuning our positive energy and being good people toward others. Seemingly as if our own goodness causes these attacks. I have had a prosperous and very Loving job caring for people and then suddenly, everything fell apart. Strangers, co-workers, Friends and others who played a very important part of our lives seemed to become possessed overnight. Seeking our complete destruction and all the while have technical problems with automobiles, home repairs, strange attacks. Enemies quickly named themselves and seemingly became as ONE in power to destruct you. Sometimes it feels as if they were actually stealing my very identity. Blaming their evil on me and taking credit for my good. Damaging my name, reputation and spirit. Had it not been for a long time Therapist Friend to recognize the same overwhelming attack against me, I would believed I was simply loosing my sanity and didn't know it. This validates everything verbatim that I have experienced. God Bless You Love. Keep your Faith and never allow them to touch that innocent space within you. That is YOURS that no one can taint. May God's Angels be with You. Thank You again. Brad


rainbow7child 2 years ago

So glad I found this, thought I was alone and had every so called psychiatric condition someone could have. I have been battling since the day I was born but the past 5 years have been nearly absolute hell. There are good days but the bad days outweigh the good and the memories are there. I have been attacked physically, psychologically, emotionally socially, spiritually and financially. But as time goes on I do feel the presence of peace, it is God's grace when this occurs and I am so grateful. I try very hard not to be afraid of the future and sometimes I'm not because I trust God. The apostle Paul went through the same thing and he said, focus on anything good, inspiring, amazing etc. God bless everyone


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MagicStarER 2 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

To Seeker of Good/Brad - it is very heartening to know that someone else has experienced and felt the same things that I have - I hope that your life has returned to a more even keel now. Blessings!


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MagicStarER 2 years ago from Western Kentucky Author

to rainbow7child - I am sorry that you have had 5 years of hell - I know the feeling well!!! Mine lasted at least 17 years! But things have slowed down to a dull roar and I pray they stay that way. What we suffer here, will be jewels in our crowns in the new earth!!! Blessings to you, we must learn to have faith, persist in goodness, and the hard part, learn to forgive.

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