Finding Words For My Lord.

Monday July 15, 2013


My song for God is a daily part of my life. I hope someday my song will be remembered after it is completed . Words do not come easy. They only come to my heart when I need God the most.

Our world has been plagued by wars, certain cruelties, death, and of difficult diseases that science has found difficult in finding cures for some of them. All of my life I have prayed for friends, relatives , and practically for anyone who has suffered from diseases, or terrible pain of all kinds.

I sing my song every day. My voice is not that good, but my devotion to God , and to souls everywhere, and for God's creatures , and for our beautiful earth, for as long as I live.

I think what I feel, maybe also be in what many people feel for their loved ones , friends, and brothers, and sisters all over the world.

I also pray for the souls of people who have done terrible things, or wrongs because if God can find it in his heart to forgive all souls, then I will pray for everyone to discover what is good, and decent in life, and to abandon horrible ways.

I don't know everything, and I am no better than anyone else, but God knows me better than I know myself. I saved lives, and always tried to help souls in dangerous times. I think God knows this about me, and that is why I was never put out of commision in extremely dangerous , and deadly situations.

Or maybe I am still alive because I called out for God's help in dangerous times.

Some say that God will help you when you reach out for God with you're voice. I asked God to help me when I faced armed individuals. I have asked God to let me see the face of our baby girl when all our baby had was her two front teeth and a big smile.

Not everyone will believe me, but our baby girl's face covered the sky, and then I ran to , and eighteen wheeler that was on fire, that was loaded with gasoline, or propane. It should have destroyed a refinery, and vaporized me into non existence because it was left to burn right next to fuel loading racks where all the eighteen wheelers loaded, or unloaded fuel. The fuel truck could have been the lit match to explode, and ignite the internal above, and underground fuel lines of the refinery.

I threw buckets of water on the burning truck while waiting for fire teams to arrive.

In another situation, before a gas line exploded into a shooting tower of massive flames, I pushed a deaf man to the ground, and covered him with my body before a storage shed exploded.

When I was a little boy I picked up the deadliest snake in the south, the cotton mouth water moccasin, and for some reason I was not bitten.

When I was a child I went too far out into a river, and slipped into the deep water. I remember fighting the water , and drowning, but under the water I experienced no pain, or no agony, and thought about my brother, and believed my brother was too far away to save my life, but he saved my life. My brother was a fast swimmer, and he swam as well as a champion swimmer.

My brother dismissed that experience as being nothing at all, but I would have drowned had it not been for him.

My older brother who I cherished , and have always cherished saved my life as he swam down to the bottom of the river to bring me back up to the surface. I have always cherished my brother, the same as I cherish God.

When I was young I ran out in front of ,and eighteen wheeler to save our farm mule from getting run over. I do not know how on this green earth we were both not run over. The truck driver jammed his brakes on his truck so hard, that his truck vibrated , and nearly jack knifed , and his tires burned as he jammed his brakes. He missed killing the mule, and myself by inches by inches.

At eighty five miles per hour I should have been slaughtered when my four cylinder Honda 750 motorcycle had a rear tire suddenly had a blow out, and went flat while in a race. Somehow I managed to keep the bike going until I was safe, and not injured.

When I was young my motorcycle went airborne when I struck a cement structure on , and interstate highway. I think I went sailing into the air, and when I fell down, I landed , and slid on the interstate highway. My leather jacket saved my arms, and my helmet , and bubble shield save my skull.

In law enforcement every officer I ever knew saved lives. I have been exposed to dangerous fuels that killed birds. I entered hazardous zones , and fenced in high risk places to make sure that pumps, machinery, tanks, and more were not leaking. I had headaches from exposing myself to dangerous chemicals.

I have always been afraid of pain to some degree, but not of dying. I have always excelled beyond my limitations in deadly situations. I wondered what it might feel like to be struck in the face by gun fire.

I lit a cigarette once while a forty four magnum muzzle to a high powered rifle was pointed at my chest. Another officer, and I did not want to shoot the shooter, so we faced him , and became the shooter's live targets in order to save his life. We were willing to risk our lives to save the man's life, and we did . That iwas not normally what a police officer should do with a shooter, but it was not that unusual because officers want to save lives, and never to take them.

I thank God I never took a life. Fortunately I spent most of my time trying to save lives. I failed one day. I tried to save the life of a car accident victim. I gave a teenage boy CPR , but he died in my arms. It is a terrible feeling to have a fifteen year old boy die in you're arms., and I felt so powerless. He was just a young boy. I thought about his mother, and father, and his family, and wished God could have helped me save him.

Maybe his injuries were too internal, and to serious. He was a nice looking young man with a full head of black hair, and he wore blue jeans. I can still see him trying to breathe. You never forget the people who die. I saw a young man that was knocked by the side of railroad tracks. He looked O.K. but he was not alive.

As a police officer, a police officer always wishes he, or she could save lives, and to be present at the scene of danger in the nick of time to help people.

I suppose I have said enough. There are many more situations I experienced, and I was not alone. The United States of America, our country makes me laugh extraordinarily a lot. Why ? Because we pretend we adore the mighty dollar, but every day our country's men, and women do risky things to save lives of people that find themselves in desperate situations.

People have saved lives of citizens they never knew. People take risks not knowing whether they will ever see their families again.

I pray for all souls in my song. Maybe if I am lucky I will finish gathering all the words I need for it.


God Bless


17 comments

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Jackie Lynnley 3 years ago from The Beautiful South

I hope you find those words star, but if you don't here you have all of eternity with your dear family, in perfect condition and then I know the words will flow. It is nice just to imagine and helps this life go much easier. You were a brave and very good man. Your rewards will surely be many. GB


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stars439 3 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State. Author

Dear Jackie Lynnley : You were blessed to be born in a good family as you're courage, and decent ways have always been so evident. Thank you for you're kind words cherished heart. And God Bless You, and all that you love.


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Faith Reaper 3 years ago from southern USA

Hi precious heart,

Thanks for sharing your heart here and of your life experiences. You are honorable and praise God with your song of praise, how lovely. Thank you for being you. Once we arrive in our true home, there will be no more pain and no more tears. Then, we will all gather at Jesus' knee.

God bless you, Faith Reaper


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bearnmom 3 years ago from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

He who sings, prays twice. That's what I've been told. You have quadrupled that saying in the things you and the Lord have accomplished together. Almost unbelievable for so much to be done by just one person. God Bless. Nicely written.


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stars439 3 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State. Author

Dear Faith Reaper, and bearnmom : Thank you cherished hearts for dropping in. Someday I hope my song will be played instrumentally, and sang for the world. God Bless you dear hearts.


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kashmir56 3 years ago from Massachusetts

Hi my friend great read, when the inspiration comes the words to the song will flow out of you like a waterfall .

Be well my friend and keep cool in the heat !


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stars439 3 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State. Author

Dear kasmir : Thank you for you're encouraging thoughts, and God Bless You precious friend. We are getting some cool rain today, and I wish, and pray you will get some too bring you cool air too. GBY cherished heart, and friend. GBY to you, and all you love.


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Eiddwen 3 years ago from Wales

I can only say stars thank you for being you and your hubs have a natural and sincere thread to them. Take care to you and your beautiful family my dear friend.

Eddy.


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stars439 3 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State. Author

Dear Eiddwen : Thank you dear heart for visiting as you are precious as my friend. You are like delicious candy , for us all to savor because of you're wisdom , and talents. God Bless You, and everyone you love.


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DeBorrah K. Ogans 3 years ago

Stars, No wonder the Lord has placed a song in your heart. You have certainly lived a full adventurous life! I am sure that in our Lord's time the words will come to mind. This continues to give you something to look forward to everyday! Your sincerity is what makes it so touching! I am sure that it is a wonderful song... I pray that your latter days will be greater in Jesus Name! Your Victory is in your PRAISE!

Thank you for sharing, your heart, in His Love, Mercy, Grace, Joy, Peace & Blessings! God Bless you and your lovely family!


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stars439 3 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State. Author

Dear Mr.s DeBorrah : Thank you dear heart. As you know, God is about so many wonderful, and formidable abilities. God chose you to be a teacher , and you are a living angel. God Bless you, and you're children, and grandchildren, and wishing you're family God's Blessing forever.


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bluebird 3 years ago

Thank you for sharing this very touching piece, this song in your heart, it is very moving to read and ponder. I'm so glad you are here on hubpages with us, you are a blessing for us all, God be the praise for delivering you so very many times as you lived to help rescue others. You and your family are amazing, God help you never stop writing as He in you inspires us all! Continue on courageously my friend!


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stars439 3 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State. Author

Dear bluebird : Thank you for writing dear heart. I would have written back sooner, but I had severe pain in my chest. I have been in bed a while. It is always wonderful to hear from you. You're devotion to God is beautiful dear heart.


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Patty Inglish, MS 3 years ago from North America

I am sorry to hear that you were ill, Stars439. I wish someone would give your family a relaxing vacation.


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stars439 3 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State. Author

Dear Patty : You are very kind, and thoughtful. I guess it would be nice to have a vacation, but what would we do with all our cats. My big cat Boo is like a nine year old kid allways getting into trouble. We have a very large black, and white cat too. Blacky, and Boo came to visit me when I was feeling bad. God Bless You Dear Heart.


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bluebird 3 years ago

Sorry to hear about your pain, I hope and pray it has subsided and you are feeling better. Please take care of yourself and continue looking up in prayer. I will too.


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stars439 3 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State. Author

Dear bluebird : Thank you dear heart for writing. I feel better now. Yesterday, and this morning I spent endless hours with a plunger to unclog the kitchen sink. The lord gave me some work to do in order to keep my mind off of my ailments. Thank you precious heart. GBY.

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