I have had to learn to trust and love - hard lessons to learn btw. But I am still learning and I know many probably think me selfish. It is hard for me to relate to many people because they are from such a different background. It makes it hard to open up to people too - simply b/c so many people seem shocked the general process of my thoughts.
Btw, I am not evil or anything. I just don't trust people and I have to remind myself to empathize with people. It doesn't come all that natural to me.