In my church we believe in love God and love people. From the answers I've seen in this HUB you will never see heaven. There is, only one alternative.
It is really simple. Yes God does love you, however unless you are baptized and believe that the Son of man died on the cross for your sins and was resurrected to join our father in heaven, you will never make it to heaven. Read the bible, not some ones interpretation. All of you have the holy spirit in you. Pray to your heavenly father and ask him. Jesus said in the book of Mathew, "Ask and you shall receive".
My suggestion is to read 1st John '1 JOHN' in the new testament of the bible. Not the Gospel of John. In '1 JOHN' the Apostle John gives you some information about all that you ask. It is 3 and a 1/3 pages long. Remember also that John is speaking to Jews not like you or me. The Jews did not believe that Jesus was the Christ the son of God. Back then you could lose your head.
See not a cosmic mist or supernatural.