I believe in Jesus with my whole heart, and try to do what I think he would want me to do. I'm not going to say it has been easy, and some of my experiences haven't been pleasant. There are times I doubt, and times I ask why.
I always have kept my faith. The devil has come on me so strong that he sent one of his minions after me. That was his mistake. I seen it. It attacked quickly, and the only help is Jesus. Yes, I was screaming also. You can call me a nut if you want, but I know it was real. No, I'm not on any drugs or do drugs. Heck, I don't even drink. I haven't watched horror shows the Ouija board and things like that in over 15 years.
From the attack, I knew without a doubt that there was much more to reality than what we know or see. I wish I saw an angel instead of a demon though. I haven't seen one since, thank God.
Walking with Jesus is still sometimes difficult. You can still get off track. It is important to remember that no matter what, you can still go back to Jesus. Jesus is a safe haven for those weary and need rest. He can help you renew your mind from all the fear and terror that the devil tries to hit you with. He is a shield from the devil and his minions.