You live the best way you know how, put dying the futherest from your mind. Spend every day you are given with love ones. Whatever you do, hide all misery. You wouldn't want to be remembered that way, Make sure that you have enough in your iin savings and life insurance so they can give you a proper send off into the after life. Your last words to them should be: "I'll be waiting on the biggest star". "I love you".