Now what... You look to yourself for the way forward.
You Got yourself thus far.
There arn't many people who get any way near their dreams, seems like, even though your dream got away.
At least you touched it. You thought, planned, lived, and breathed it.
I want you to beleive you can do it again, whatever that dream is, ( and not was ), It's clearly achievable.
It was'nt the right time, for whatever the reasons.
I'm telling you, even though you won't see this now. When your goal is reached, it will be a bigger, and better thrill for you, and only then, you will see why it did'nt happen just now.
Just keep hope in your sights,,, you've obviously got the know how.
Keep your head. and chin up.